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# there is only one happiness in life.
* to lorve and to be lorved.
; make me the angel of all your dreams -
' let me be the one to lorve you all your life.
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hee... i juzt dunno y?? i felt not at ease... like going on a depression... that's becos i was too stressed with the upcoming results given by CTC.... it's like noeing that u r going to DIE but u have to wait for ur SEntence to be announced... that's exactly how i felt... can't seem to cool down or even relax.... i'm so tensed up... i dunno y... it's kinda nightmare... i hope my appointment with CTC to be earlier cos it's torturing me... my heart is thumping... i kept praying... not praying onli today when i need god's help....i prayed every now n then...
i hope that with my prayers...there would be a miracle... apart from all the quarrels or flaws i had in my past stopover... i hope i cud at least get a C or better get a B...but at the back of my mind... i was thinking maybe... it'll be quite diff to get a B... n i'm realli sad cos i'm realli confident i'll get a poor grade... simply... get a D or even fail...i kept thinking about how unreasonable CTC can be... how he would reveal me getting a D... how he could side "her" but all these seems to became so untrue when it's my turn to be sentenced.... i went into his office... facing his same old stern look... which doesn't even smile... i tot my life is gonna end jus like that... i prayed so hard... !!!" Cut the Crap... dun tell me how good or bad am I !!! Cum'on... tell me my grade...!!! stop keeping me in Suspense... oh gosh... i am going to have a heart attack... you are torturing me...Idiot!!"
Then, after all his crappy stuff he told me...he revealed that "you got a B" pheW !!!! kaoz... i was luffing secretly...anything he say sounds nice to me now... haha...i'm more than happy in my heart.. nothing can describe how i feel now.... i feel over the moon... i felt like hugging everyone... although it's a B, dunno if it's a high B or not... but at least i manage to pull my grades from the 1st stopover perhaps to a C or a higher D... hehe... that's more than enuff man...
I'll make sure i continue to work hard from today onwards... i noe myself that i've been slogging for bout 4 weeks in this last stopover... n i enjoyed myself in here...the amount of work was just nice... at least enuff to keep myself occupied for the whole day so that time seems to pass much faster... Mr Karman Yuen is more approachable... and teammates are more frendlier... i love my current stopover...hope to achieve better grades this time round, so that my overall grade for TEP wud be an B or even an A.... Yeah!!!
Prayers works...i found my miracle... and i'll be visiting CHC (city harvest church) this Sat... i hope that the fire in me wud keep burning and guiding me to the rite path......
Phew!... after so much i've write, i hope to achieve a greater heights in future... and i'm jus passing my days and looking forward to the day i graduate from TEP and begin my classical modules and try to score as good as possible to get into a uni and fulfil all my dreams.....
:> god BleSS!!!
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
+♥♥♥+ leSpR|tdeFo| +♥♥♥+
[22:09]
Haiz... aiyo... so scary sia... i'm so afraid of the results i'm getting on Mon... muz go see CTC... kaoz... i'm afraid to know that i'll get a D leh or even fail... i realli hope that i can at least get a B lo...at least lidat can pull up my grade from my previous stopover... n i'm putting alot of effort in this stopover and i hope Mr Yuen wud grade us better this time round... :> i hope for a miracle to happen lo.... Realli need god's blessing now...it's now up to fate le... haiz...
Hmmm... receive the news of the elective "calculus" .. i wanna join leh... hehe...at least it's kinda another special module for us... a plus point for us when we go uni ??? hopefulli can go uni la... but doubt so... but i think it's realli a gd option... can refresh my A Maths memory... but the onli thing i scared is that i'm afraid that i can't cope wif the modules in yr 3... i dun wish that this elective to affect my other core modules lo.... how?? shud i apply or not??!!!! ahhhh.... Fan ahhhhh.....!!!!How???
i oso wanna go find an attachment myself for my IPP leh... i hope to get a gd salary one... instead of that pathetic 420 bucks..... hope i cud find one man....
god bless....
:>
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
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[22:44]
Yeah.... I've finally changed my outlook of my blog already... so how's it?? nice?? hey hey... it's nice okie?? professional looking ya? at least it's better then the previous one... this is much more simple but nice.... keke.... i hv edited some thingy but too bad i can't get the music codes yet lehz... haiz... sobs sobs... i need to upload the photos and alot of other stuffs ya??? check it out... it'll be done asap when i'm free to do so lo... so i'll just have to stick with this 1st lo... tml test and yet i haven't even start studying... you xin wu li sia... can't seem to get things rite into my head lehz... nvm... i shall go and try now... yeah!!!
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
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[16:16]
kaoz... i'm damn fucking dulan lo... haiz... think my 2nd stopover marks is sureli gonna be ruin... i'm sureli gonna be marked down... jus because of a stupid bitch ... kaoz... thanks to her lo... haiz... y is the world so unfair.. n ah chwee so biased... kaoz... onli hear one side story nia... so wad if she's in store all the time.. does that mean we never contribute to anything?? no la... pls lo... i'm sure i did enuff things for this stopover that i deserve a better grade... at least a B lo... fucker lei... is that bloody cockster pa jiao or wad... nv make things clear yet like as if the bitch is all rite... haiz.... it's oreadi 2nd last day n we cant even have a peaceful handover... y muz things turn out to be lidat... y muz ah chwee think that he's alwaes on top of others... unpopular bastard... no wonder he can be so gd with her... n summore he can even sae i dun bother to smile to customers lo... kaoz... i did smile to customers lo... since when i didn't??? i noe myself welll enuff that i'm frenli lo... bloody helll..all her frens are all the same... curse and swear that i hate HER man!!!ARgHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... i juz cannot take it... i wanna appeal if my results is realli a C or D man... be it whether i will push up to a A or B ... i still wanna appeal..
Now ... i dunno whether i shud approach ah chwee b4 the marks are graded... or aft that... cos if we tell him wad we feel now and clarify eveything... since the marks isn't fix and we can resolve it now or shud we wait till everything is confirm then show my BU MAN!!! haiz... i realli dunno... life realli SUx... especialli working society... i juz hope that i could start my academic year soon because... if anything...it's also individual business... no much conflicts again... haiz...
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
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[19:59]
Have you found your "missing rib"?? ^^
A girl in love asked her boyfriend..
Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
Boy (b): You, of course!
(g): In your heart, what am I to you?
(b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and
said,
"You are my rib. In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was
lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve.
Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find
the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your
heart."
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.
However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy
schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems...
their life became mundane....
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw
away their dreams and love for each other...
The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more
heated..
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house...
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted,
"You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted,
"Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing
rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while...He
regretted what he said but words spoken are like
thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home
to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please
let me go...
She continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate
ways and search for our own partners..."
Five years went by....
He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life
indirectly...She had left the country and back...
She had married a foreigner and divorced...He felt anguished that she
never waited for him.
In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering
ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that
he was missing her..
One day, they finally met...
At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes...He
was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating
them.
She smiled at him gently.
(b): How are you?
(g): I'm fine. How about you..Have you found your missing rib?
(b): No.
(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back...
You know my number... Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye..
Good-bye.....
One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York.
In the event that shocked the world..
Midnight... Once again, he lit his cigarette...
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart....He finally
knew, she was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken...
*******
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury... Most often than
not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental...
We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones...And even
though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often
easier said than done.
Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control....
Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives....
Tomorrow may never come; give and accept what you have today.
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
+♥♥♥+ leSpR|tdeFo| +♥♥♥+
[19:06]
haiz... why are there so many disasters nowadays lidat... nicoll highway...den the ayer Rajah construction site... den the sportslink murder in west mall... y can't people just leave in peace huh? 18 years old onli... summore he still has a long run to go...y must he kill another life?? becoz of a girl??? he has to be put to death lidat?? izzit worth it?? haiz... y can't pple juz think b4 he do anything?? it's such a waste... nothing to gain at all... haiz...
and i realli feel so sad for the family members for those who died in nicoll highway accident... n the ayer rajah incident... it's such a pity to die just like tat... n their children are still so small n it's so yuan wang to die lidat lo... haiz...
anyway... wadever it is now... we can't turn back the clock so i juz hope that all of them wud pull together and carry on with their lives.... god bless....
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
+♥♥♥+ leSpR|tdeFo| +♥♥♥+
[22:16]
What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
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