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' let me be the one to lorve you all your life.
Aishiteru *
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hmmmm... how i wish it's sat soon...den my 1 week hols wud be heer... n i promise i'll enjoy myself to the fullest man... work hard for 1/2 yr without any break le...kaoz...so shiong.. how can i let myself so tired again... aft the 1 week hols ...i'll return back to sch...study... n there's no noon class lo... haiz.... all 8am leh... kaoz.... arghhhh.... countdown ... 2 more days..haha...n i'm damn busy for this 2 days with the stupid e-newsletter which is given to us only last week lo...
:>
yeah...i can do it!
*wink*
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[21:31]
aiyo...wad the hell!!!...my timetable is not that gd aft all... haiz....everyday i've to wake up even earlier than now le...8am from mon to thurs except wed... 9 am ...haha...aiyo...jialat...still got 4 hrs break in between... wad to do in this break?? go hme again den cum back ah... haha...i doubt so..i rather stay at hme KooNz...fri tot is free day worz...scroll down the timetable and see that i hv a 1 hr class at 7-8 on fri... kaoz... if i cant change this ulu timeslot to other days n join other class, i think i wun come for this lect de lo...so cock lo...cum for 1 hr ...summore at nite lo...haiz... :>
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[00:34]
haiz... alot of things to do today sia... haiz...everyone called to ask bout their personal selling at the very last moment.. haiz.. i was so busy till 2+pm , i still haben eat and was still doing the daily attendance thingy... haiz... i was so busy already yet noone could stand by me... haiz....realli feel like crying sia...so stressed up sia... anywayz...i mus endurEEEE... last week to go... haiz... endure...i feel so insignificant...pple doesn't even wait for me to sign out for them...they juz wrote their names and ask me to sign them out... haiz... n i felt that being in the admin... i often have to be the devil... may not noe when i will offend pple... :< sobz... i juz dun wish to offend anyone lo... it's my last wk anyway...
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[23:51]
haiz... y am i spending such a boring life everyday... doing the same old thing.... wake up earli in the morning at 7.30am den rush to school... stay in sch...also do the same thing...update attendance... den haiz... wait for time to pass till lunch break..go eat lo.. eat le..stay in class....find things to do then wait til 5.30pm...yeah!!it's time to go home....den do wad?? haha... routine again lo..watch tv... eat...surf net...wait till 1+am slp lo... next day same thing again.... izzit alwaes the same thing??? routine rite??? arghhhh!!!! wad's life in this sense again??? i hate this kinda lifestyle... i muz make some changes and add some flavour man... :>
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[21:47]
yeah!!! finalli finished my personal selling website le... yeah... hopefulli i cud get that pathetic 3 mks although it's not perfect... hee!!~ at least now i'm left with a repot...den get ready for my 1 wk break for my next one yr.... to graduate... hopefulli grad hahah... that 1 wk i realli need to enjoy lo...spend it wiseli....go work ...play... enjoy...anything la... haha... hmmm... go play game le.. tata!~
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[22:23]
haiz.... i'm going bonkers by this personal selling homepage... i dunno anything about dreamweaver n now... i'm using it to do my webby... kaoz.... it's onli pathetic 3 mks lo... but i'm spending so many days and weeks on it... trying to figure out how to do this n that and kept editing it... juz wanted to make it nicer... but i think i realli give up le... haiz.. forget it... plain den plain lo... anyway 3 mks nia... haha... got do can le la... i'm not an IT expert btw... haha... but i'm glad this 3 mks, i still put in effort trying to learn something at least i did it.. n i think i'm able to come out with a simple webby next time round... yeah!!! it might be easier for me le... :>*yawnzzz* realli not enuff sleep for the whole week ... 5 hrs per day nia... haiz.... i'm tired le... go slp liao...nitesss...
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[00:45]
Read this email... quite nice it's about a guy deciding to go abroad to work and left his fiancee and promised her that he would write to her and indeed !!! he kept his promise... but one day he received a wedding invitation: her girlfriend is marrying to the mailman bringing her boyfriend letter....distance does make the heart flounder....
The poor boyfriend surely explained, "What went wrong? I sent her
letters, chocolates, and flowers." When relationships go wrong,the list of things given and done for the person usually pops up. We say, "I have given you this and that... I have done these things for you." --->It seems that love is simply proven by the bestowal of gifts and favors. But while presents are important,love demands what is basic:'presence of the beloved.'It's not good enough to shower prezzies onli like as if to make up for ur un-presence.
I guess persons all the more require a caring presence. Love is fundamentally a commitment to a person. We may be committed to our business, job, hobby, sports and clubs.
But strictly speaking, they cannot love us back. Only a person
can love us in return, and for that matter, the highest commitment as human beings, is spending time with those persons we love. And since people need affection and nourishment, material things can only help up to a certain degree in fostering love. But it can never replace the greatest gift of presence because everyone needs someone - be it friends, parents, siblings or simply that 'special' one. Being there for someone need not necessary mean having to say alot. Words are sometimes redundant. Remember that 'presence' (to be there for someone) is more than enough.
After reading this touching email...i thought that it's realli true... it doesn't matter how much gifts u have showered upon ur loved ones... although it's kinda appreciation and romanticness or anything... it cant beat being around for that sumone when they need ya... dun u agree??? when u are feeling sad or low... the more u hope for that sum1 to be there for ya... be it a hug or accompanying you... or lend you a listening ear...as long as the presence f them is there and u'll naturalli feel muzh better... did u all have the same feeling?? realli have to treasure times with your loved ones now.... so it's great to cherish every moment u have with them now!!! dun wait till they are no longer there and it's too late for ya to regret le.... :>
*** hope that i cud still balance my time well between my frens, family, schwork, job and of cos my LaOgOng La.... pray that i can do it... otherwise if not spending enuff time with them will easily coz miscomm de... hee!~ JiaYou worzz....
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[14:37]
haiz... so sianz rite now... the whole HR room only got 4 pathetic people here... where are all the rest?? haiz.. dunno wad i'm going to do now... all went on their block leave but i have finished mine... i'm alone today for admin...aiyo...my huimin nv pei me...liyi oso on block nv pei me... sobz sobz...
HMmM...let me think wad i'm going to do next... personal selling report?? haiz...but i dunno how to start going about to do it lehz.... read story book??? comics?? haiz...sleep??!!!! best liaoz... hahaz....
Heng personal selling got my precious graCie help me with it... hehe... hopefully i can see it tml n i'll lighten something off my burden le.. haha... shiOkZ...
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[14:24]
hee... realli damn fun today... although this block leave had ended... tml i have to go back to sch le... but 3 more weeks and i'm back to classical...hehe... this whole block leave although i've nothing special done.. nv do report or webby...but at least i did work for a day... went out wif dar dar... and also enjoyed myself to the fullest haha... cos he's oso on leave... haha...ar bo i'll be damn sianz le...
den today very happy... getta go out wif him for a short time but...we went for a pool session.. haha... aft our 7 mths haha... i alwaes so paiseh to play ...cos i dunno how to... i mean not realli that well lo.. but today played le... den at least it was very fun..instead of going shopping everytime at the same places...at least there's something else we can do now le... playing pool realli kills time lo... juz play play play... then 1 hr juz passed like tat... haha... not bad... i wanna play again!!! hehe...
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[23:38]
aiyo... around 2 mths never go back work le... hehe...bo bian sat no choice lan lan have to go back work.. haiz... cos damn pathetic..i'm broke.. haha...aiyo...realli muz till dead end le den go back pan pac de leh... hee!~ too long nv work le... my whole back is aching man... but have to endure... juz look 4ward to the $42 at the end of the day...
hehe.. somemore not bad la... that bala is not there to kaopei me ... n i feel so much at ease.... onli i'm assigned to do 2-3... haiz... $2.50 damn hard to get lo... wahaha.... damn rush... but the bride very pretty and there are many professionals attending the wedding... haha...models...n also PAricia Mok... wahaha...
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[23:32]
hee....!!! been thru lotsa things wit him... but he's still my precious.... although alwaes quarrel, he alwaes abuses me... haha... i also la... but one thing... if we alwaes quarrel, it's better for us to think of the good times we ghad then we'll solve our probs soon and then we can tok things out and know wad both of us are actualli thinking and noe each other better le....
hmmm.... these 7 mths realli have been a great test for us... hee.... he's such a caring bf... we have so much to tok about... and never ending topics... alwaes will give in to me although he's a chauvanist.... haha... but true enuff... he meant well for me... n i hope i realli cud wait for him to finish NS... countdown man... eh... haha... abit too earli hor... hmmm... let's see... 9 mths to go.... haha.... 9 more pay days.... n he's FREE.... occupied by me ... yeah...
i muz also carry on to buck up... from tml... cannot slack le... long time nv work liaoz... tml... is my day to earn money... cos i'm realli broke le... bo bian also muz work liaoz.... otherwise muz eat grass le... haiz... can predict tml sure tio gan one... but wei le qian... i muz ren!!!!! persevere....yeah... i have lotsa wish list to be fulfilled... i wish for a nokia phone... maybe 7200 le ba... yue kan yue mei leh... haha... then canon ixus I damn chio.. but it's either.. or... la... den... have to set aside 100 to repair MD... n my stupid lousy bo yong ...COM ... also... haha... haiz.... realli pok kai this time le... sobz...sumone HELP!!!!! hehehe
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[14:12]
Ahhhh!!!! i juz seem to concentrate on all my reports.... i ended up doing other things instead of my reports... i dun wanna work cos i wanna do reports .... but wad did i do??? aiyo.... the weather is terrible.... i mean is shiok to sleep but... i hope to go out leh... but is raining outside.... it's rainy day....
i didn't spend my 1 wk block leave wisely ... and i feel so sad.... i need to buck up....imme sum ideas as to wad am i suppose to write!!! i end up changing blogskin... chatting on msn... frenster... d/l songs... surfing net practicalli everyday till wee hours... oh shit!!!
but i cud see my dar dar tonite le...cos he's having his block leave too... but he bu hao... going to chalet tml... bu hao bu hao... nv bring me along... hee... but nvm... enjoy ur day there... dar dar... dun ruan ruan lai wor...!!~~ hee...
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[12:57]
Yeah!! Finally my 1 wk block leave is here... i can enjoy myself and carve myself a path to work for money 1st... hehe... n ... i'm juz reading abook called " Rich Dad Poor Dad" my fren intro me this book n i realli found it quite interesting and related to me... thanks to u ... Grace!!! i managed to think working for money is not the best solution... but Let Money Work For Me... hehe.... i muz continue reading this book then ... tell u wad i feel about it... heee....
hmmm... stop all these craps le... i'll be going to CHC today... hopefully this wud be the time where i wun backslide again... god bless....
wad an interesting day.... aft chrch i'll be going out wif my darling and we'll go shopping den go watch Harry Potter Part 3... yeah!! hope it'll be very nice... i'm sure it will...
CheerS!!!
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[14:09]
yeah... damn happy that actualli this stopover... time pass realli fast lo... yi zhuan yan... 4 weeks le.. no la... 3 more days... n my Block leave will be here... can't wait for that day to come sia... tml PH Vesak day... rest man... then aft that... enjoy... and work.. i must gather all the energy to eran more money during block leave then i can spend wisely.... and aft my block leave ... i just have to bear with it for another 2 weeks then i finish my TEP le ... YEAH!!!!.... then it's my turn to pia... like a uni grad liao... study hard... play smart....hahaha.... my logic... cock rite???
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[22:53]
What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
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