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# there is only one happiness in life.
* to lorve and to be lorved.
; make me the angel of all your dreams -
' let me be the one to lorve you all your life.
Aishiteru *
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hmmm... it's finAlly almost to be over for me... my projs are still left with 3 big ones.. omg... i hv to complete it ASAP... time pass realli fast .. 3 more wks to my exams already ... although onli 3 modules... but i already find it so diff to handle already.... haiz.... aft this exams den it's my turn to have attachment le,... but too bad... my sch rejected my self placement to mum's kitchen ar bo i can earn double the attachment pay liao le.. haiz... so sad... now can onli earn 450 bucks?? pathetic cheap labour... oh no!!!
hope i'm lucky enuff to be attached to a established and good compnay with gd employees and boss... hee!~ it's realli impt u noe... in the wking society ... u'll often find those backstabbers.... aiyo...so scared worz... i hope to get my 1st A in my IPP attachment aft 3 yrs of poly... ahaha
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[15:55]
hee!~ wad a happiest day man... hehe... i was so happy and excited bout today... hehe... cos... me and Brenda decided to go for the sushi buffet today at heeren.. n ...we've talked for so long...and finally we get to realised our dreams man... phew... finalli... so full man.. we both ate bout 20 over plates.... haha... greedy rite?? hehe... but not bad la... very nice wad... we are sushi fanatics....WaHaHa... so shiok... can u imagine aft so many projs, it's been a long time since we last enjoyed lo...yet we are able to relax for a short moment... wad a relief man...
hmmm... eat until stomach bloated from 4pm to bout 530pm... haha... nice nice...
after sushi buffet... we went to shop... wah!!~ i also long time nv had a shopping spree le... but... i altogether spend about 90 over bucks... pok kai liao... managed to grab a green sleeveless top which is long enuff i guess.. so that will abit jap mah..hehe... i like it very much... keke... den bought a skirt at Red2... all at far east... hehe... nice worz... bery bery excited lo... spend alot of money but able to enjoy myself thoroughly... cool yeah...
wad a day... when i work in future i must make sure i'll do weekly shopping spreee yeah... hehe...buying alot of things can realli excites someone's mood alot... i dunno how to describe myself today... realli lost control have the mood to buy alot of things.. juz that no money le... hmmm... but i realised that if u realli like something... u mus buy lo... otherwise no more stock liao... den too bad... heartache... hur hur...!!!!
den aft that... we go tk neo prints... haha... those that can design and alot of shots one... wahah .... so many poses.. until we pose mad liao keep luffing.... hahahahaha.... but it's very fun... and comical the photos... hee!!~ very fun leh.. like tai tai lifestyle no worries lidat...
hmm... den we walked to PS to find dear dear awhile cos he went out with his frens to watch a movie lo... onli 5 mins... hehe... but able to show him wad brenda bought ... a nike shoes... which i also like... onli $100 ...very worthit lo... i also wanna buy... haha...
wait till i save enuff la....
haha ...*it's a beautiful day*
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[01:33]
haiz... i'm saded today... quarreled again wif dar over chionging matters... he's alwaes going to clubbing every week ... i just dun like it wad... hmph... i dun mind him going out wif his frens to shop, play billard or wad... or sometimes go clubbing can le... but why shud he go chiong every week??? it's like a routine to him lo....
am i realli too over demanding??? i expect too much from him???? haiz... perhaps a little ba... maybe last time he cud juz tell me that he wud onli wanna go out and spend time wif me... it's me who ask him to go out wif his frens.... and now... he doesn't even noe his limits lidat lo... keep chionging...
i'm tired of quarreling over such things le... but i just can't help it... why??!!!!alwaes have a prob in relationships lidat...quarreled before wif my ex... because of smoking; jihong; pai kuan; etc... n now... chionging....y cant we stay the same or even better....???
but i know in our hearts we still have each other one... i think i'm becuming lidat maybe because i love him too much le....getting more n more petty when i love sumone too much... is tat wrong??? maybe that's the wrong approach ba... haiz... but wad to do???!!! shud i juz let him do wad he wan?? n jus give in to him .... dun let him so sad n angry everytime...
but i realli appreciate wad he did for me lo... yest is our 10 mths anniversary... and he went to ms wif his frens.. i went to movies wif my frens... hmmm... managed to meet him at cine for like about 15 mins.... he gave me a photo album wif our pictures in it... it's realli so sweet of him... hee!~ realli so happi....
:>
i realli muz change my perception of it...i muz change for the sake of dar dar...
:>
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[17:16]
haiz... wad a boring day in school man... term break simply just over lidat??? no way man... but happiness is alwaes a short term phase of ur life... haiz... doesn't seem to benefit much from this syupid term break... actualli wanted to do alot of catch ups from my past 9 weeks work but end up??? going out... slacking... dazing... no idea that i'm still a student man....
spent 4/7 days doing project and going out but STUDYING was not in the back of my mind at all... i tot of doing something to keep myself occupied but definitely not STUDY... hate that man... hmmm... anyway thinking bout it... it's realli fast... tahan another 1 mth or so... then can go for IPP le... although it may not be as easy... but at least i'm getting paid...after IPP... just another 4 more mths and i'll be outta this NYP environment...Yeah... quite fast hor...??? 3 years of tertiary education just ended like tat....
hmmm.... realli missed my year 1 classmates leh... whereby it's definiteli more happening... cos can communicate quite well wif vivian, perrine, ada, chiewfang, alicia, jack, yoga, etc..go chiong with alicia, ah seng...hee!~ topics jus go on and on...not afraid of anything like lack of topics...
now... alwaes hang out wif brenbren and liyi... they are great pals whom we alwaes tok to and can share with them my feelings and thoughts... cool to be wif ya man.. hee!~ love shopping wif ya.. brenbren... rem our yoz yoz plan?? gotta change our image leh...haha...but guess it's hard la... cos we tend to go back to our usual dressing, usual self which we are more comfortable with... hee!~ but with our salary for that part time job at Comex... quite cool ya.. we earned bout 300 bucks... can shop le.. but aft buying present.. i left wif limited cashflow again.. hur hur... no worries... hopefulli got such lobang again...*tsk*
but things seemed to changed ... everything... frens started to lose contact... less hang out together...=< jus because perhaps they thought each other were attached and has no time for frens??? haiz... but i still treasure the frenship with my best pals... although we hardli meet up and go out... no more la kopi... tok ... shop... everyone has their own grps of frens now in poly... rareli tok on phone...but hopefulli when we meet up tat time guys... we'll still be as good as b4... hee!~ that's my wish...
missed so much of my frens... my ar de, hui (at least get to see her at Comex), Ah ling, dua gor, jingbao, kylie, etc...hur hur... missed them like hell... hugs & kisses ... muacks.....
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[14:48]
hee!~ quite an enjoyable day to wk in Comex... hee!~ 4 days work.. 1st time doing sales job... n managed to get some cash.. hee!~ enuff for dar's present....
Here are some pix which we have taken using the Konica Minolta X50 and Xg...pple are buying this cameras like as if it's $6 bucks or 60 bucks... haha... but it's a 5 pixels camera selling at $699 worz... but i was able to get the feel of owning a 5 pixels camera for 4 days.... wahhaa... shiok...
Can see if we r realli having fun?? haha... boss ask us to tk pix of our subscribers... but whu cares... we did tk pix of our customers and of cos ourselves ... n other shuai ge la... hee!~...cannot forget de worz....
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[17:17]
From the very Beginning, Gal's family objected strongly on her this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the gal will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the gal love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the gal to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The gal agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she has lost her voice.. The doctors says that the impact that had on her brain has caused her to loss her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her.
Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone, which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phone calls.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. "Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled.
**Although many of u may have cum across this email b4... but evertime i see this mail, i wud be so sad... cos i think it's realli true that we've gotta cherish the one we love ... n tell them how we felt otherwise it'll be too late when u regret...**
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[17:10]
Alamak.... so headache worzz.... can't imagine that it's such a headache to buy a prezzie and search for one... Birthday is something which every year also will have one ma... why bother so much rite?? hmmm... actualli it's juz a day to remind u that u are older by another year onli... anyway... if u r happy, everyday cud be a happi day rite??
but NOW comes a problem... sumthing which make me headache... head bigger liao... aRgHHH.... my baobei's bdae is coming... next week... n u noe wad?? i so gan Jiong lo.. it's his 21st birthday yet i've no much idea wad to buy and how to celerate with him.. ??? (Blank head...) i noe he likes the nike HEMP or TERMINATOR dirty green one... but now i cant find the hemp anywhere in Spore... haiz... it's been sold out... and as for the terminator.. aiyo left US Size 6 whic it's far too small for a size 9 feet... How????
There cums the saviour who is the one having online auction guy... called MarK... i contacted him saying that i'm interested in the HEmp which he was selling... i wanted to buy it ... but upon hesitation... thinking that the size was 10... 210 bucks... haiya... i also dunno wan or not... n aft that i decided i'll juz take the deal and yet he told me another buyer was interested and he juz told me the shoes have just been sold where i was the one whu agreed in the deal 1st... how could he make me so saD.... hmph....!!! Idiot... now i realli have no idea wad to get for dear dear le....
But anyway...i've gotta get it by today... i was thinkning of buying terminators so i juz went to LeftFoot... and i saw this pair which is not dirty green (too Bad... no size liaoz... my apologies) so i tot maybe this pair of white, brown terminator wud be nice as he had eyes on a color of terminator too (white black) haha... almost similar la... it's something like this => 
but now i no more worries ... i juz bought it... hmmm..m anyway if he doesn't like it... he can alwaes change it... no problem... !!!
Phew!!!! At last ihv bought something for him... but i'll leave this present to him at the actual day... but i've gotta mislead him by buying another small present... let him be disappointed for a while ya??? hee!~ but i kinda scared thaT HE wud not like the present which i bought for him leh... (but nvm la hor, my xin yi leh... how cud he not like??)
Gotten something out of my chest... not much stress already... hee!~ thinking bout wad to give on sumone's bdae is realli killing me alot of brain cells man... haha... can't sae Ma Fan exactli also juz thbought it's very shaNg Nao Jin... hee!~ juz another cake and bdae card will do... hee!~
and guess wad... i intend to make him a bdae cake... which i haben learnt how to do yet... haha.... scarli... it's damn not nice... haha.. wad a memorable 21st Bdae he've got... haha... :> he's the 1st bf of mine whom i celebrated bdae with ... alot of precious memories was wif him though... quite happi la.. hee!~ *GrInz*
Dar Dar hope u like the prezzie... MuAcks....n hor... going down black today... haha... hopefulli u'll not be drunK Again... haha.. cos i'm sure ur bUddies wud not let u off haha... enjoy urself till the very moment....
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[16:52]
What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
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