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yest i managed to finish bout 2 lectures of my CAA so kinda more stress free.... went to Andy's 21st bdae chalet at East Coast Park...we met up at around 11pm ba... hmmm... i wanna complain!!!Pocky and lingfeng was late for 50 mins... they meet me at 10pm but came at 10.50pm.... hmph!~ make me wait alone there at YCK...so lonely haha!~ still say wad??!!! they will be here when i finish 2 ciggs... BluFF me de!!!
Anywayz... when they reach, still have to wait for CherwEE and his gf, Catherine...after which, we took bus 76 to East CoaSt and WeNbAo came on board the bus...The whole journey was like so so so long...far .... hungry...oh my GoD...when will i reach??!!! reached at 12am... GrrRR....and CumOn' we juz wanna go there for awhile yet our travelling time is like so long...hmmm...next time better take a cab there le la...!!! it's not 12am that we reached the chalet...haiz... we meet AnGeLinE and walked to the chalet via the whole eaSt CoAst PaRk lidat... another 50 mins... Wah Kaoz.. rEaChed the Chalet At E3 at bout 1am...wished Andy a HappY BdaE le and we faster graB thiNgS to Eat le... HaHA..Thirsty and Hungry... Cannot Make It...
But It's KinDa Fun La... GlaD that i'm still there cos although i'm once again KaNna SUaN and bulliEd but...overall still quite enjoyable... :-) i was made to BBQ for them... keep asking me to Fan The ChaRcOal... like BosS liDat Sia... hee!~ i was happy to see that at least Familiar faCes whom i've not tOk,meT and seen for loNg was there ba...Got Armani, HanGuANg, XuEcHang, ZhiWei, ChErWee , LinGFenG, PoCky and My Ah Ling is there also...hee!~
Nv Drink any LiQuor...although there's like PleNty...haha!~ aNdy's Campmate they all drank the wHole MaRtEll and is like a dRunKen CaT... haha!~ i Rather eat eat and eat!!! ShiT...we ForGot to TabaO...WasteD ah!!! can go home EaT again... WahAHa...
We End ouR PaRTy at 3.30am and off we go home by CaB...
----The NexT Day Cont'-----
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[13:18]
hmmm...nv update my blog for 4 days le.. hee!~ try not to come net nowadays le man... cos i have so much projects and tests to study!!! and everytime i come online ....dunnno y i'll have so much things to do lidat that i'll get glued to the PC screen...eh... PheW!~ finalli today's 30% ICA have already passed... heavy weightage ya?? 30% leh!!! majium going for Real EXAMS today... hee!~ anywayz... it's over... can't sae that i'll do very well but at least it's oevr... YEAH!!! hurray!! gotten something off my mind... but now... preparing for next ICA ...CAA... ShioNg ah... 5 lectures ...and noe wad?? it's like one whole ring file... but on MOn it's onli 10 MCQs and 2 structured onli... WAd The HEll... and she nv give us TIPS whereby we have to study everything...??? oh no...
hmmm... we also re-presented our entrepreneur ICA1 again...all over again... haiz... but he did give us some ideas on how to improve it la... but i think he focus too much on ICA 1 already and he still expect us to redo the 3rd time??? oh no..!!! give us a break... his ICA 1 majium wan us tio cover the scope till ICA 2 or 3 lidat... haha... so kiasu...he wans everything to be so perfect... Wonder if he's a VIRGO??? hmph...he emphasize so much on the pictures, PPT background and appearance of the whole presentation... kaoz... we not designer wOrz...and all i have to say is time is realli Not Enuff for me... no time at all.... even 48 hrs a day is insufficient for me...
timetable is so cramped... today studied since 8am and all the way till 1pm den have to gan jiong settle our growling stomachs... and theer are so many things upcoming
Mon-CAA test
TueS-IEM Test
Wed-Entrepreneur have an informal presentation on ICA 2 to let him hv a look 1st...
Grr...worst thing is....WED is our FREE day and we have to be back in sch...we dun have enuff time 2 days or so to finish a 30 pg report, website and everything by FRI!!!! so tight!!!
Thurs-have to compile the whole LI report already...haven start yet!!!
FRI- Entrepreneur ICA 2
haiz.... there goes the whole week for me... cant enjoy... but actualli by next tues, i shud hv finish my tests le...juz have to focus more on PROJECTS!!!! stresSS MAn... GOD!!! pls HelP!!!!
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[01:08]
haha... i'm alwaes stressed one.. so it's a norm...anywyz...NTU and NUS admissions registration is starting soon ...at 1 Feb 2005... i've to give it a try maybe to NTU and SMU cos my results aren't that great so i dun pin too much hopes too... NTU have new undergrad programmes le... offering my psychology... and i could enrol to it as it's relevant to my current course which is Dip in Financial Servcies... i have 10 course to choose from from biz to Humanities and NIE prog... hmmm... but i dun like any of it... so i was thinking maybe i'll choose to study Biz, psychology, sociology, accountancy and econs....haiz... 5 choice and i prefer biz onli cos i HATE accts... and dunno wads psychology and sociology about... but sounds nice hahaha...but it's a 4 yrs cos... anywayz....no harm trying rite...??? Brenda even more Kiasu...haha...she wans to try all 3 Uni at a go whereas me?? i think i'll skip NUS ba... cos it's like as if the impossible...not saying that SMU and NTU is possible but can try la... They wud look at ur poly, o'level and SAT results...and SAT wud allow u more chances to enter into SMU and my poly and O'level results SUX lo... HAiz... HoW??? hur hur... i'll be damn sad if i cant get into a local Uni...cos i no money go abroad to study man....so let's pray that i'll be so lucky to get into SMU will do... Praying hard...and keeping my fingers crossed....
For Now, i'd better go study my tests and graduate this sEm 21st then think so much... hee!~
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[23:20]
i went to AMK today with my family and got myself a 1 yr supply of contact lens and a new pair of glasses at $430 altogether... hmmm... kinda ex hor but no choice ... i have Astigmatism... hee!~ so price will be abit steeper...but my mum so kind leh... she help me pay... so i dun feel the heartache like how i feel the other time when i pay $300 for a specs onli... this time still got Contacts.. haha... my contacts $320 for 1 yr man... hur hur...in debt to optical lens.... haiz ... so sad... how i wish i have perfect eyesight... hee!~ Hou Hui le... :<
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[22:03]
me and my mum went shopping on Fri...
me and my bro...
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[22:24]
so sad... nv go out shop with bren bren today cos she go c doctor..hmmm...that's y i was home the whole day... and so exciting... haha... my mum was scolding my bro for coming home so late... playing the whole day...and all i did is using camera to take video of the scene... wahHaa... it's so damn funni when i playback the whole video.. haha... my mum luff until she cried ... i wun delete this video cos it's a comical show cast by my bro and mum... WahAHa.... can't find such video elsewhere le... wanna see?? hehe... Cannot...Private & Confidential...my bro will alwaes remember how my mum use to scold and beat him in future when he grows up... haha... he must thank me for creating such a memory for him man... i wan oso no have ah!! hee!~
Eh... dun think until i so bad hor... i did tell him to behave himself and not be l;ed astray by his peers man... i realli kinda afraid that he will turn so pai gia... since he's only sec 1 this yr and maybe easily influenced by his frens...it's a realli sad thing today cos he said something which realli hurt my dad... saying that he doesn't did his part as a father to bring him up... haiz... but my dad did...although he didn't realli tk care of us... alwaes abroad...but he did worked very hard to bring back income to support the family... he's realli very wei da le... yet...my bro actualli said such things... haiz... if it was me...i'll damn sad oso....
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[21:54]
Juz finish watching a show "Lai Wo Jia Ba"...it's realli touching...anywayz i still like the ending part whereby the guy still choose to be back with the gal...they love each other so much but the guy initiated a breakup because of his passion and interest in photography....he felt stress in this relationship so he decided to let this be their cool off period...so xiao Wen have to bear this misery all alone...she love him so much and she knew all this would happen when she go to his house to find him...He doesn't wanna spend time wif her this few months...dun bother to find out how she's doing and not care about her le... She knew that something is going wrong.... She knew that they are gonna break up sooner or later... juz that she wanna hear it from him...and indeed he suggested it...
I find it sad for her too cos she love him so much yet love is something which is very insecure... she could pursue her music career like how he pursue his dreams towards photography....but gers are juz too silly...gers wud not give up everything juzt like guys do...juz for their passion, career and interests...
Love requires mutual trust, no-stress and most importantly security... i understand how she feels at that time... when she finds him not as loving and so cold towards you... it feels so miserable, like as if something heavy is in ur heart until she heard it from him that he dun wanna be together anymore that she feels the relieve in her...
hmmm..it's seems so short yet so long...they've been thru so many things together...from best frens, someone whom he can always confide too, always happy together...living together...doing everything together juz like he's part and parcel of ur life till he began to change to someone whom u dunno already...to breakup...things juz happen just too fast...it seems like a dream... nothing is everlasting even if they get a chance to get married, they will still get a divorce if love has change and become blend...haiz...Time is not everything...wad matters is that u've enjoyed his accompany thus far...happy MEMoRieS are the best gift of all...anywayz i realli love the ending when they are back together again...so surprised that he made this as his final choice... :>
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[13:27]
hee!~i've such a wonderful and busy day today... hmmm...do spring cleaning today and my house seem much cleaner and more spacious... => aft den, i went to Peninsular Plaza with my Bro and Mum, supposeingly juz went there to find my bro's basketball shoes but surprisingly saw a shop EvIdEncE selling clothings which are quite nice... and it's import from KOrea.. The salesgal or rather Salesman... hee!~ cos he's a TrANs??? hmmm she's very frendli and helpful, hmmm i like her service and oso her clothes... bought 3 tops amounted to 73 bucks... abit heartache for my mum oso cos she's the one paying for it... haha!!! my sugar mameee today... hee!~ the shop will bring in new stocks every fri and i'd definitely frequent it again... hopefulli it will not disappoint me... hee!~ suddenly find shopping to dress urself up is such a wonderful thingy... it's diff to find something which u look great in and so comfortable... so when u see it... be it ex or wad... u mus GrAB IT in case u cant find it elsewhere le...:>
After that we went to OrChard and SwaY Sway my mum's sandals spoil cos there's a guy who stepped on her sandals and the stripe broke...out of no choice, i lend her mine and i have to go to the nearest Charles and Keith to buy a new pair of slippers... haha... and once again she pay oso... haha... shiok ah... den we carry on shopping....buy more clothes and more jeans... haha...and have our dinnner @ Yoshinoya...Hmmmm spend bout 200 bucks today leh... so sad.. no money le... haha... my mum i mean...she's broke... haha...saw Steph and her Bf ZiJian today @ TaKa... hee!~ so Excited haha... but nv tok muCh cos i'm on the phone... haha... but she's becum more and more pretty le leh... hee!~so happi for her that she and her Bf still so Xing Fu... and still in honeymoon Phase aft so long.... :> Jia You WoRz...Steph!!!waiting for ur WeddIng Day....WahAHa....
hmmm....that's my day with my mum n bro....It ended at 8pm
Den, meet CeLia at OrChard... continued journey to FaR East...
CeLia...My Best PeNg You...Since Pri Sch... Happy 10 Yrs.. wahaha...She's bery pretty hor.. hee!~
PosIng...OrChard...Shopping Spree EndeD!!!
HaHA.... Haiz...my ATM n sugar mamee is gone!!! and i have to pay for my own expenses on my lINgerie...and a shocking Pink Skirt... hahah..$60++ hee!~ So Happy that i did so much Shopping TOday....tml i'm going shopping again...at bugis...perhaps...More chea Stuff Pls... hee!~ that's all till 11.30pm
12am to bout 2.30am....go out to 848 meet Dua Gor, Jeff and Celia once again.... to La Kopi lo... hee!~ long time nv see each other le...catch up with old times ma... hee!~ but that stupid Jeff dunno go there for wad... see surroundings and nv tok de... haha... juz like as if i'm meeting Dua Gor and hui onli... haha... but still quite a fun and happening day la... hee!~ busy for half a day... hehe!~ Damn TireD now.... SLeepy le... *YaWnZ*
Will update my blog again... Nitezz..
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[03:30]
hmmm...it's the weekends again... and finalli i've a long weekend... thanks to the public holiday today... Hari Raya Haji... heeE!~ Time passed realli fast man... it's the 21st day of the BrAnd neW 2005... hee!~quite fast in fact... and i'm so stressed up about my life... my sch WorK... and my FuTure...
I dunno wad step shud i take if i cud graduate smoothly this yr...hmmm...Enrol to NTU? SMU? or Go AuStraLia??? hmmm... realli so fan...!!! think i'd go register for SMU 1st...this is my last sem and i can realli feel the tense feeling now... cos i have so muChie pROJects to rush... and i dunno a single thingy in all my modules... realli dunno wad i'm doing... haha...
Hope financially i'm stable cos if i'm gonna go to AuSt... i'll need toNs of Money... and peRhaps i'll have to defer my Uni edu 1st to earn some education fund first ... hmmm... and hopefulli can get in local Uni la... the Best... cos it's muCh more Cheaper... but there are prOs and Cons la... if i study abroad...i'll be exposed to a totalli different and new environment, noe new frens, learn to becum more independent,hopefulli will graduate faster cos got advance standing... but it's all Dreams which is difficult to fulfil cos no MONEY.... haiz... money is a big PrOb... if tk up education loan?? Wah... Interest could jollywell Kill Me le... hee!~
HAizZ.... Wad shud i do??? i've to plan for my future le...!!! Duhz... betta not think so mUch... take one step at a time... mai gan jiong....Wait till tml... hee!~ and i can go shopping, buy New Year ClothinGs.... ya!! with my mum again... hee!~ no Choice... need to bring an ATM out so someone could pay for my expenses ma... hee!~ Broke le... hee!~ so bad hor??? that's Me... *tSk*
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[01:54]
I'm so FeD-up... Just Open an UOB account today.. n it took me 2 hours there.. wad the hell...and i'm so not organized...got 2 tests tml yet.... i've not study abit... and it's gonna be bed time for me le... haha.. HOW???? my last sem...i dun wanna flung my test worz... i tot today by not going KTV with hui and EsTer...i'll be able to study...but i was wrong... i shud jolly welll enjoy with them den go hm n cry....haha... Arghhh!!! stress ah... i mus go flip thru abit le... hee!~
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[22:20]
hee!~ i keep promising my frens to go shopping with my FreNs and not knowing that i have 2 tests on tues and 1 test on wed...BUT the best thing is i haben started till now ...haben started on anything and i can jollywell go out everyday... this is bery bad...i haven get into the study mood... this is my last sem... i must realli get myself moving...
1. Do my IB ecAse
2. Delegate the Entrepreneur Project work
3. Study for my Tests...(3 tests wOrz this cuming week)
4. Shop For CNY Clothes
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[14:34]
hee!~ went KtV-ing with Connie, Bee Lan, Jo and her hubby and Lilian today at Partyworld.. had so muchie fun!!! Hee!~ stupid camera!! i forgot to charge and can't get any shots at all.. haiz... went to find Hui Awhile and i Went to ChINaTowN with My Mummy today, hmmm...but too bad camera no batt otherwise can tk some pics of the festive season le... hee.. hmmm..but anyway quite a enjoyable day... going out with my mum also not bad.. at least i dun hv to pay a single cents, hee!~ got ATM ma... wAhAHa... so bad hor... hee!~ but i manage to get myself 2 shawls... so cheap...5 bucks onli wors...still bought a sandals...whOO.. HeE!! MAn Zhu Man Zhu Man Zhu... i no money le .... so hv to go out with MAMA... be a gd gal ma... hahaha den cAN get things i want easily... yeah!!
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[01:19]
hee!~ wAh... this is the 1st time i reformatted my com man...Not as difficult though... So Sad!! i can't get connected to the internet last nite when i was supposed to research on my entrepreneur project..wad the heck!!1 can't think of other solutions but to reformat and i have to get it all started all over again... d/l everything once more... ShiT man... Luckily mine not Dial Up...or else i'll die... hee!~ i'm damn unlucky, alwaes something will befall on my com when it's near to projects submission...but i've got it all settled... my com is well again and i can chat on my MSN once more... PheW... Life stops when i'm disconnected with my MSN... hee!~
There's a program which my fren intro...called 'SKYPE'...whereby e can conference using our microphones online...it's really much more clearer and not as lag as MSN... hee!~ we r supposed to discuss our entrepreneur projects online thru SKYPE one but some of them haben d/l yet... so kindli please get urself started!!!
You can check it out at this website if u r interested---> http://skype.com/
Hmmm...i Saw JaC today...and she also agreed that the gal is so stupid to go back to him ya... haha... she noes that she 's of disadvantage yet... haiz.... 16 yrs old realli still young la... hee!~ Hmmm... one day shall jio u out alrites...cannot fly me aeroplane woRz... hee!~ we go out chill and tok cok...HaHA...like last time...
By the way, i'm realli Stress up during this sEm man...sch weeks seem to be shorter and there are so much E-learning which means No-LEarning at all ...i can go to sch for juz 3 day per wk and play all the time... oh no... how am i going to get started...i just can't seem to get into the study mood!!! aRgHhhH...
i gotta do my best... YeAH!!! can't afford to pray pray man...God Bless me!!!
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[23:44]
hee!~ i took my first step in going to GyM yesterday...yeah!~Went to Bishan gym with Ah Ling, PoCky, Armani and JaS...Hee!~ mus start training le leh...KEeP Fit... WaHaHa...but now...i felt all the muscle ache all over my body... haha.. realli old le leh...but it realli feels gd like as if i'm slimmer and toner le...haha...
Last min, i still have to think of an entrepreneur idea...fri gotta present le leh...but our group are still struggling with brainstorming of ideas.. we still can so relac...haiz... i intend to go to mambo nite today with shaWnIe, dArrEn..& his FreNs and DeRder ba... but...hur hur... why i so sway...stuck with this project...I MuZ buck up...pia my work so that i can go out.... hee!~
Quick Quick ... contribute some BiZ ideas if u all hv any... heE!~ help me with it ba... =>
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[19:57]
hee!~ so long nv had a gd tok with my mummy le... hee!~ today i asked her help me to dye my hair... hee!~ she alwaes help me dye de...but this time like very ghim leh... haha..can't accept...scared like too light le...anywayz... hmmm...i had a wonderful time toking to her cos today she initiated to ask me sit down n chat...
although we r alwaes quarrelling...but deep in our hearts, we still love each other so DeaRie ...juz that we dunno how to express our feelings onli... hmmm..i realli felt the relieve in my heart...family is so so so important to me now... n frens...wadever happens to me..my mum will alwaes be there...my family will nv forsake me and leave me in the lurch ... i'm so touched bout wad my mum sae ...she saes tat if i were to meet with other problems next time...mus tell her, she'll try her best to help me resolve it.. => so sweet hor?? hee!~
so many thingys happen recentli...y nowadays guys prefer 16 yr old gals huh?? haha... aiyo...so many stories bout 16 yrs old recentli...
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[01:12]
hee!~ i'm so happy today... went to FaR EasT and BuGis today with ESter and i can finally pamper myself now... i bought alot of things.. haha... those barang barang... a top n other stuff.. spent bout 60 bucks but nVm i happy can le... hee!~
EsTer intro her collegue AsH to me n hui...and it's so nice to know new pple... make more frensss...although she onli 17 but kinda got her own style and an attitude..not so childish oso... hee!~ nowadays youngsters younger den us y look so mature de... haha...hee!~ i kinda like her man... hmmm... anyWaYz... i can join their club le... haha... SINGLES..haha...we dun have guys also wun DIe de... we can love ourselves more... hee!~ play hard now... n stuDy... hmmm...i've a good prospect in future... hee!~
May Msg me saying that she and that BasTArd patch le... but nVm..doesN't matter to me now le.. hee!~ cos i'm leading a better life ... better off without him... hee!~ so i still can give them my blessings...and wish them all the best... => haha...hpefulli she wun end up like me man.....
hmmm... haben had a chance to watch meet the FocKers Yet lehz....siaNz...so many pple watch LiaOz..hee!~ HeNg EsTer and AsH haben watch ... Can watCh Next Wk le... hee... can club all i like.. hehe...
went home so late n have to go down 848 again to pass those formal clothes back to ah ling... hehe..so long nv see her le...so happy to see her again... bery Qi Guai... our Grp of gals hardli meet up or tok on phone but when we meet up...we still wud hv never ending topics to tok about man... hee!~ that's great... cos we r linked together...there's no barrier between us... hee!~ i'm glad that PoCky and Ah Ling are still so well 2gether also man...gd lucks to them...hee!~ so envious...wahHaAHa...i haben seen POCkY and Aditya for so long le... haha... it takes me a lomger time to recognize aDitYa... hehe... n now he's in SIM le.. hee.. WHoO!! PoCkY also....wah lao... i feel like Going SIM oso le leh...open UNI...15 mths can complete a degree le...can u imagine how much time i saVe?? but it's ex la... $8K for 1 course...$2k more expensive....heE!~ i hope i cud get uinto SMU lo...although a bit diff la...wanted to tk a double degree....but 4 yrs leh...compare to SIM's 15 mths...haha
NvM...we'll see about it when the time comes... TsK*..Graduate den sae...now dun even noe i can grad from PoLy anot...haha... cos all the modules this sEm is daMn StRess and Diff man.. haha...GoD Bless Sia...
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[02:51]
haiz... i keep telling myself that this is not the way to lead my life juz because i've lost someone i love deeply... but he's the one who doesn't cherish me..so i should jolly well juz move on...but i still can't... i tried...maybe this is juz the beginning..everything's juz so fresh...pictures of our memories keep coming into my mind..wherever i go ...i'd juz happen to think of him...even passing by TPY...NOvEna...OrCHaRd...there are so much memories i had with him...but i wonder if these are all lies or wad... we are still happily 2gether during late OCT addicted to XMEN game... n now...we r not 2gether le...
Chatted wif Dearest KyKy...so long nv tok le..found that realli every r/s is a lesson... some pple changed not becos they wanted to ... but in some circumstances, they have no choice but to changed and to protect themselves...u juz hv to learn to let go...eventually u 'll get to meet some better guys out there who love u more than u love him...ai QiNg shi Mei You BaO ZHAng de...U can onli believe in urself and not to trust anyones...
anywayz...tink it's better to find someone who is already in the wking society and ready to commit in a stable R/s and i must realli observe properly when i get into r/S le... dun juz depends on the love and FeeLing... cos this is totalli untrue...feelings will changed...
he may be with that ger now..happy together...n not giving u a damn ... y shud u suffer??!!! wad hv u done to deserve this??i keep telling myself... i may be strong...i may seem strong but deep inside my heart...my heart is juz tearing apart.. i dun wish my parents esp my mum to see me so sad... i'm alwaes putting up a strong front in front of her...haiz...actually i'm living in such agony...so miserable...i juz dun wan pple to ask me lo...
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[14:52]
hee.... now gotta try to forget... get on with life...meet frens and socialise.. today Guo Mern cum fetch me then we go blk 293 ...w ah lao... stupid lo...we dunno how to go then make so many turns... one big round sia.... den go find Armani and Qiren den we go 848 la kopi...hehe...so happy.. long time no see le... last time still used to go 848 very often..everyone's still the same old pattern ba...armani still yoz yoz branded haha...he managed to import the shanghai dunk at a very gd price leh.. bout 190.. n porter wallet.. wah... player sia...guo mern still sports sport type ... haha Qiren still e same XXL shirt and he alwaes still tok monotonous but funni guy... hehe
That Guo Mern hor...wah lao... Zui Nie leh...noeing that i alwaes nv eat...keep buying chocolate.. Jialat la... this time kinder bueno..wonder next time wad chocs? haha...alwaes diff one ok?? haha...he wanna HAI me ah... later fat fat no gd le...hee!~but thx man.. so sweet of ya...
hmmm... things are so strange... long time no meet le... and last time sec sch we used to tok bout other things revolving Deyi..some childish thingy... but now... all 19 le..our topics becum Cars ...BikEs...Army... Armani going NS soon... fast hor... 2 yrs later still yi tiao hao han... wAhAHa..
haha...wah lao... Guo Mern got car le... Qi Ren got licence le ..tking bike now... Armani also in the process...BUt me???? oh no... my god... still stucked at Advanced Theory... haha... cannot la... i need to buck up...but sch's so busy...this is my last sem le, realli mus nu li!! jia You... cannot repeat man... how to find spare time to take?? aiyo... disheartened le wors.... tk 3 times le leh... this time gonna be my 4th attempt...haiz... sure fail again...
Nvm... Qiren can tk 6 times so my 4th attempt muz Passed...WaHaAHa... next time if sway sway fail again, i mus study 1st den go book...allowing myself sufficient time to revise again... =:>
Glad that at least i got activities and accompany with me everyday to keep myself occupy...
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[01:39]
i juz came back from Orchard CineLeisure...hmm.. went to sleep at 1+am and 3+am got wake up by a call...kaoz.. gotta go sch at 9+ yet can't hv a gd slp... bloody hell... but nVm.. that 15 yr old gal called me down to clarify everything with IvAn..Took Cab down... wah lao... 17 bucks leh...w asted trip juz cos of this BasTaRd..ok lo... get things settled once and for all ... i go down... anywayz... reason being me going down is also becoz actualli i can't this anger out of me .. aft i toked to tat ger and tally with her wadeva shit on tues.... and found that he's actualli cheating on both of us... but i dun wish to be childish to drag n make things worst lo...wad asking pple down to beat him... no Point lo.
and the gal was also damn angry and pissed off with him juz like i do...she wanted to settle everything at rush asking pple down to beat n teach him a lesson...onli had conversation with this gal... so i dunno realli who to believe la... but i chose to believe the gal... i noe maybe she n ivan may be cooking up story together but wadeva la...
i saw her today...quite alrite looking..but she wun settle things like how an adult shud do lo...hmm..still can luff and she's not serious at all...haiz... but wad to do she's juz a 15 yr old gal...
i dunno go down for wad also la...juz tat settle it today... i dun wanna make things worst at rush... it's not gd lo.. i can jolly well move on without him....not as if i need him in order to survive... NO LO..wad does he treat me as?? someone who can provide him with the material stuff... treat him so well n showering him with gifts...??? no lo...
but ok la... at least now i saw his true colours... instead of dragging it on...juz put a full stop here ba... tot that we cud keep some gd memories...but it's him who makes things so worst.... he cause me to hate him... but aft this tok today... he's a total failure, coward, LIaR... To Me...he's nothing!!! but a unsuccessful CReeP...i juz wan him to tell me the truth lo... if u wanna be together with other gal...juz sae so..!! dun hv to cook up all stories bout the underage gal gonna report police and wadsoeva la... u think u r realli a gd catch whereby all gals hv to stick to u... no way man!!! u r living in ur own dreams...
u r still trying to be a nice guy lo...saying not to hurt me but u have did it...till now u still dun wanna tell the truth and keep covering urself with one lie and another...u wun change de lo... from wad u did to Karen till now..wad u did to me will also happen to MAy lo...u still wun learn ur lesson...if he's gonna carry on like this...noone can help man...he will never find himself a true love and since he love cheating on pple..Carry on man...!! u'll hv ur retribution ... i belive that..Hee!~ u alwaes think that u r the best... let me tell u ... u r not!!! it's juz that noone wans to hurt ur feeling too... that's y we dun dare to tell u that u r actualli a total failure whereby u r such a lonely soul...not having any true frens around u..all u can believe now is onli ur family... TRUE!!! u do not have the ability to achieve wadeva u wan in ur life ... no aims..no future..u r 21 yet u r still so childish... unable to think like an adult..act more matureli and still wans to play...
toying with a ger's feelings is not the way man.. u r juz not going for stable r/s..if u think u can find her going on with ya down the road and caring for ya...juz go ahead...
i dun care whether u r with her or not...cos i dun give a damn!!
it makes me so pissed off thinking that wadever u said to me in the past are juz LIES and Bullshit...
after all these negatives comments bout him now...it's a real lesson for me...not to trust a guy so muchiee...etc...and i'm realli happy now...i shud realli thank that ger also...maybe can even be frens with her too..she let me discover ur true colours earlier... although 1 yr of this stupid me... haha...if not for her...not for the conversation... i think u will still carry on with ur Scriptwriting... the best actor goes to u ... IVAN YAP!!!!
i dun think slapping u or askin eric to beat u is a wise choice...cos it will do me any better... so i choose not to tk any violent actions...anyway i wUn lo...cos wo na de qi fang de xia...i'm mature enuff to think lo...not gonna waste my time on u...
wad HK trip still can work out.. CRaP man..u cant find sumone who can share ur interest with u de liao man...i'll sure live a better life den him man... => cos i am guilt-free... wo wen xin wu kui.. i did nth wrong to him at all in this 1 yr+ relationship..but he's gving me so much Shit... haha... Shit HappeNs ya?? hehee
GRRRRRRR.... ANgRy... juz now la... but after everything... haha... i juz wanna wait for the 1st train to go back home lo... hahaha...not that i wanna stay there... hee!~
but now...i'm happy with the way i'm leading...Freedom...fRiEnds.. working...n Studying... having a gd prospect in future...
ya... i believe wad goes around comes around...God has everything planned for us...maybe he juz wan us to meet someone better... everything is predestined... i still am facing transition in my life...i'll choose BF carefully... i gotta prioritise my goals now...n i'll still have plenty of time ahead of me... going to work meet new circle of frens... things i want may be diff from now already...i wan a guy who has a stable life and wud love me more lo...
now that i've settled everthing... i'm moving on now... realli... since tuesday when i found out the truth... the feelings that i hang on for him have already died...no hard feelings...i'm jus angry that's all..but actualli i realli feel nth le lo...haha.. immune...hope u've learn ur lesson... dun treat a ger like rubbish... resPeCT Them...
aiyo... gotta go sch soonz... Sianz.. long day ahead today but i not Enuff Slp.... Oh My... how...??? Panda eyes to sch...wahhahaha
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[07:07]
JiKi Jacky... U no good... sae u see my blog for latest updates... cos we not close frens... Hmph... how can lidat sae... no gd... Growls* hee!~ u sae no often meet rites??? k lo... next time we meet more often... build a gd rapport and be closer freNs hor... *LOL... hehehe
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[23:07]
haiz...i'm hurtzzz... OucHIeEEe!!!!nv felt so painful b4....LoVe HuRTs!!!!
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[22:35]
came back 7+am in the morn man... damn tired... hehe... went to Yishun Dam with GM... hee!~ wah... so gd sia... at least got someone to cheer me up and tok to me... gimme advice... n tok cok of cos la... haha... otherwise my day so sianz ... hehe..thx ah...GM...noe i din eat for 4 days...still bought me a choc bar... wahah... zui nie leh... hui fei de... haha...thx sia...
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[22:18]
hmmm... it's the final yr last sem now... and the 1st time we r organizing this class outing... hmmm... during our long break on tues... the whole class went to town together... haha... so fun... it's juz like school's excursion but a older version lo.... wahahaha.... i realli enjoyed myself today... at least i getta go out and not think so much today lo... haiz... later alone i'll think again de lo...:>
hmm...anywayz... 22 of us went to Far East Sakura to eat lo.. but... i cant eaT much oso lo... no appetite... 4 days no eat le... sianz... water... my survival tools...
Lunch at SakuRa Far East..2 tables ... but this is only for 1 table!!!
Eh!!! Not ReaDy La!!!Haha!!
LiYi and ME!!
Yoke Peng...ClaRenCe Extra Hor...
NAh Nah Nah.... Clarence me and bRen tk Pics ... wad u looking At???!!
DoWn at HyAtt...Yoke Peng, Ann Ting, LiYi, BreNda, Me!!
Say cheeSe... One More Time k??
Now move on to ouR MarIoTT Trip HaHa...Keep TakiNg PiX there >>>>
BrEn Bren and Me...
ClaReNce and Me ....
It's me and Yoke Peng...
and this is Ann ting...Only this few of us... the rest of the class Gone sHoppinG le...
hehe....Sumore We went to play pool together with some of them.. wah.. played with Yoke Peng.. haha... like PrO Sia... Power...but it's realli kinda fun... shud organize more of this outing during our breaks...
Now we Reach LuCky PlaZa Le... Playing PooL...
hmmm...this is the guy-->"Director LiaNg" bery Funni de Him...
CK and me...
Gals at PooL...
k la... Bren Let's tk a pic together...
haha... took so many pics... n bren and me like siao cha bor... keep taking pix on every floor escalator...here are some pics... hee
Haha...So silly rites??? i mean me!! haha...
---->>> now on the way back to school for lecture again...Haiz...
All Gals On BoArd....
ClaR...LiNa..HuDa..LiYi...
It's the 3 BuDz...
Aiyo.. HuDa... So CuTe and PetitE... Hee!~
FeeTs on TraIn
------Alrites!!! Guess That's all for Today-------
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[02:49]
Haiz...i realli dunno wad i should do??? haiz... although we r not together but i still mizz him so much... i can't forget him... i realli can't ... i dunno if he will still rem our deal?? haiz... i'm not living much better... i already try to occupy myself with so many activities... thanks to my frens' accompany... i appreciate that... and the concern makes me very AN Wei... haiz... but no matter how busy i m, is till will think of him... i dun wish to cos i noe he dun care... or maybe it's realli and excuse onli lo... that he wans a breakup... haiz... whenever i stepped into my room, i will start Hu Si LuAN XIaNg... i will keep thinkning and cant help but to cry... maybe it's the onli way i can release my troubles ba....
he still called me yest when we broke up for a while onli... but i'm contented he still will call me... i dun hate him... but i hope he's honestli speaking the truth n not covering himself onli... sobz... he said he'll call me again today but he didn't ... but NvM ... maybe he can't still make a choice or whatsoever... he's in a dilemma himself...it's the first time i'm gonna be aneroxic le i think... 3 days living without food... wun die de la... hor... hee!~ chance to slim down...
i did msg him today but he didn't reply me... guess yest would be the last day we tok ba... i shud get things going ya?? hmmm... i dun think i will bother him again le... no point cos if he wans to call ... he will no point!! haiz...disappointed that he gave empty promises again...=<
i went to FAr EasT today... n chill....i once have so much memories together with him... we'll go look for yoz yoz clothings together... pei him see the latest shoes... n shopping... we were once so close yet...now??? everything is juz over... SHould i WaIT 4 him??? i wanna wait but the response i get from him is like he dun wan me to wait for him anymore... so wad's the point of saying we will have a future next time.... believe him??
Will u do such things to let me down again... so much doubts yet i still can accept him for who he is now... WHY??? why is this kinda things happening to me???? am i such a failure in relationship???? i did give in to him le... i treat him not gd meh??? i think i have no regrets in wadever i done lo... i DID my best to save our relationship but was alwaes being let down.... is this fair...??? i noe the world is unfair....but come to think about it... GOd muz have someone better plan for us... maybe he's the one... or maybe others... i dunno .....this remains a mystery until maybe i can hv a clear answer from him... cos he's alwaes jus avoiding but dun dare to face it... it's no use avoiding ... i rather him tellling me the truth... cos i think hE's realli the one closest to me... n i'm the one closest to him... i do understand him well...he also... why can't we b together 4eva...???? why?? u noe u r the onli guy whom i use FOREVER to describe in a r/s... i dun believe in the word 4ever...and patch up... but u r unique...i dunno why... juz unique and special tat i'm willing to forsake all the principles of mine... can u pls give me a definite answer???
i'll try to forget even i noe i can't ... i hope time will heal everything...
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[23:24]
hee!~ haiz... life has to jus move on...although i'm realli sad... trying to be brave... but things will get over soon... thanks to u guys... all my pals... so Guan Xin wo... i'm realli so touched... hee!!although we hardli meet but u all spend so much time to comfort and console me... hee!~ i'm relli so Gan Dong... even RuiXing ... noe him so long but seldom contact ... he'll an wei wo lei... hee... also thx to my baobei connie and ah jo.... thx man... u guys are great....my ar de and ah hui... ah bao... and my peng yous will sure support me de rite??? and thx for consoling me u guys.... love u all so muchhiesss.... hmmm... been toking to DeS for so long... thx for consoling me even when u r so down... and sharing your troubles wif me too..hehe... we both in the same boat... mei xiang dao ba,.... aft 5 yrs... we can still chat till so long and well... from that day we get together till now... hee..hmm.. although things didn't wk out between us... but i still think u r great... the 9 mths no quarrels or wad... toking on phone everyday for hours till ur parents also buay tahan... hahah... thx for reviewing all those memories we had before... it's realli so sweet.... glad that u still as chi qing as b4 ... sentimental guy i've known... onli a jealousy which caused us to break up... but anyways... realli glad to have known ya DeS, fancy toking to u for so long and cheering me up abit....u r the onli one whom i still keep in contact man... thx for showing me all the photos too... yeah!!!....
hehe... k guys... now that u all shud noe that i'm alone... dun be sad for me k?? cos many pple who read my blog wud feel sad for me de... dunno y??? ming ku de ren is lidt one... ming JIAN ma... haha... i noe my parents are actualli so concern bout me de... they are afraid that i'll do things foolish... they dunno how to express their love to me... but i know deep in their heart they stilll care for me... i can sense it in one way or another.... daddy ... mummy... sorry to let u all worryz... i'll be a gd gal... and i'll be sad these few days or maybe weeks... but things will get better for me i'm sure... at least i got my family and frens...
i'm going to lead a better life ... it's time for me to socialise... yeah... sobz...
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[01:50]
To My Dearest....
hmmm... it's finalli the end of this story where both of us have walked thru....11 NOV 2003 till 2 JAN 2005....the memories are realli so so so sweet and i'll nv forget ... DeaR... i promised!!!maybe it's hard for me to GAI KOU to call u ur name... but i hope i'll try... hehe... i can't wait till the day u ORD... Hong Kong trip... or even u coming to sch to fetch me when u clear leave... things juz happened so sudden... i tot there's something wrong with my behaviour and attitude... and i tot u can't tk it le... i tot i alwaes angered u... make u sad...until today when i go over to ur house that i find that u've already cleared evrything... all the cards i made for u ... all our pix together... all into a box and elsewhere...u once told me the picture beside ur bed... since it's still there means i still love ya... but now that it's gone... i already knew it le... but i juz wish to reconfirm onli....i've actualli been a fool for... bout a mth le... wad the hell...
I realli believe wadeva u said... cos i've nv ever love someone so much at all... although it's thru clubbing that we've onli known for days and we got together but this is a great miracle that clubbing also can noe a great guy like u and been together for 1 yr 1 months and 22 days... even till now ... i can tell u i still LOVE u as Much as before although u did things that let me REALLI DOWN this time again... it's a grave mistake that u've done which i think no gals wud ever accept it...
i wonder if we cud still be together like u've said... when u've sort it out with her... i hope maybe if there's another chance whereby we got together cos fate brought us to... we'll cherish each other even more... cos this may be a cooling period for us oso... i dunno if it's ur EXCUSE or REASON when u tell me all the stuff that u stll love me ... u got ku zhong...i think n thimnk... i dunno if i'm stupid or wad... wanting to wait for ya...i hope it's worth it ba... aft u straighten out ur tots...there's 2 sides of a coin... maybe if 1 day.. we cud be together may be gd or bad... i dunno... i'll try to stay positive....i think it's a great impact for me...i can't get to eat for 2 days... n i think it's not much of a great impact oso as i believe wadever u told me... u have ur own KU ZHONG... n she threatened u... hope u dun betray my trust....AGAIn!!! although we r still hanging in the mid air... n u said it when u wanna save this r/s that we cud be together, wans to get married with me?? and would try to make a quick chop chop to that ger...u wan me to wait....haiz..It depends on how u treat me... like rubblish or wad ??? n my endurance le.. haiz...
Haiz... i think i'm able to wait... but i dunno about u... maybe a few days later u'll not bother to call or msg me oso....but i dunno if every 1/2 yr history will repeat itself again anot... no matter how strong my feelings for u r... there's also a limit for everything...Drunk is not a valid excuse either... i dun hate u seriously... i juz felt disappointed that u dun learn ur lesson time n time again....
It's realli a painful decision for me... whereby we nv sae wanna break but we seem to agree together ... perhaps this is also the time for u to think if i'd be the one for u....
u said it that u wun go for other gals aft me... but i doubt so la... guys alwaes sae the same things... but they onli need a few days and they cud be able to forget someone le... it'll be all the past....haiz... i dunno if i reallil love u till i ki siao or wad man... u did such things and i shud REALLI HATE u de ma... but i realli dunno wad attracts me that i still will cling on to it ... maybe i noe there'll be future for us??? or it's the bonding we had??? or i can't find a better guy den u le??
i dun wan u to be in trouble... so making a clean break with u may be a best choice ...onli aft u had settle everything... hopefulli u'll still rem me... n ur promise that u'll win me back... => i can't say that my life will be better off without u but things wud definiteli be better for u ... cos u r able to ans to 'her' le... u wun be diff to ans to her oso... haiz... although it's realli bery WEI QU for me... but wad to do... ??? i love u ... n that's i know till now....if u realli love me ...u wun give up so easily oso...
haiz... maybe time will realli heal everything...remember ur promises to me today k??? that u will chop chop settle ... n HK trip is still on de rite...i still wun forget the YUE DING... n ZOO.. MEet The fOckers... haha hopefulli la...
haiz.... Frens..or r/s... u shud consider oso... wad u told me on the cab when i pei u to book in for the last time... u also will rem de will u???
>>>>> Things may hv come to an end... but we r still very close "FRENS" as ever...rite?? u noe wad i mean?? "ARM ARMin hokkien"???<<<<
STill Missing U... Noone will love me like u do le...u promised u still will care and love me ritess..... hehe!!~
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[21:40]
Duhz... yest i've onli met dear for bout 1 hr??? he was out very late the previous nite den woke up very late oso so out trip to the Zoo Was Cancelled... Ya... feeling disppointed but i knew he couldn't make it cos he cant wake up... but nvm he went out wif his frens n to his frens chalet lo...so i suggested that i meet him awhile den tk the last train home... and by the time i reached PS it's already 11.15pm le... that means i onli got bout 15 mins to meet him n see him den gotta go home le... tk last train ma.... so i tu tu tu till 12am le... no last train liaoz... n i gotta waste money to tk NR home... haiz... he was angry cos i promised him to tk the last train home but i didn't listen... juz coz of that extra 15 mins... haiz....den we tok things out awhile but didn't come to any conclusion which was the matter which was brooding over us for so long... n i missed 2 buses but nvm... i wanted to spend more time with him oso...
he was saying that i say i'll changed but i didn't... i'm still as stubborn as ever...but that's me... u knew it... but i think i've already changed... both of us juz wouldn't wanna give in... he wans me to change 1st ... n i want him to treat me better... juz like last time will do... there's no compromising between us... we r too alike in characters... he said we have the same stubbornness but not endurance... he endured for so long le... yet i can't... i realli can't.... he's juz revenging wad i used to do... dun let him go clubbing ..haiz... retribution ba... who ask me to love him so much...???
i reached home at 1.15am but i called him upteen times i think got bout 30 over ba... he switched off his phone... or even if he didn't, he refused to pick up... i msg him alot of times too but there wasn't any reply... i was damn sad over this... i can't even slp well last nite... can u imagine the feeling n anxiety of being unable to reach that someone whom u wanna find??? not knowing where he is and what he's doing?? it's so wOrryinG.... he said he would meet me on Sun ... although he's booking in at 8 pm... i noe we'll onli meet for like 3 hrs or so...aft he prepare and everything... but who cares... i juz wanna meet him ma... haiz...can't i??? he promised that we watched 'Meet the FOcKers' together but he didn't mention bout going out wif me either....
i wanted to go his hse gfind him but scared he not at hm still at his frens chalet, i wanted to wait downstairs but scared he'lll not come hm... i dunno where to find him or wad to do??? stay at home? go find him??? i dunno... i can't get to eat last nite till now... no appetite man... i was worried sick man until i finally wanted to go out to wait for him at his blk downstairs that i try calling him again and i FiNALLY got thru... i was so excited but he was so SleepY... he dun wan me to go find him now... he wans me to wait for his call aft he wake up den we'll meet but i wonder wad time would that be... but NvM ... he wans me to be a Good Gal... listen to him.. cos he's in CoNtrOl... but....
>>>the story continues...
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[11:50]
Wah...!!! so fast, it's a brand new year n brand new start again... hehe... gotta think of my new year resolution already... haben think sia... hmmmm... this yr celebrated New Year at Jo's place... haha.. quite a enjoyable day at Jo's hse la... with Derrick, his Gf Eunice, Connie, Jo, and Jo's Hubby.... hehe... hmmm..
So Funni... we meet le go out n buy the SteaMboAt Stuff and guess wad??? we'll be having steamboat at Jo's new hse where by it's a totalli new hse ... haiyo... no TV and no utensils leh... JiaLat... realli NEW man... haha... but i like her Design anywayszz.... haha.. i OSo wan my OwN HouSe... I wanna Be RICH!!!!!! hahah..
It's quite funni la... toking over stupid stuff...like M--------E, S-X... haha... tok cok... and all office matters lo... wah lao... can u imagine toking cock from 7plus to 11+ pm then suddenli can countdown le... haha... we got so much FeI Hua To say man PeI FU PEI FU...!!! WAHaahah.... we all realli Jiao Wei Alot... haha....
Who Saes gotta go Foam Party, Chiong or Go Orchard to countdown??? hee!~ chilling at someone's house may not be a bad thing aft all... hee!~ if there's a TV , it'll be much more homeli and great... WahAHa... but i Love today's prog la... hehe... better than staying at home zhuo Bo... heehe...
here are some pix... >>>>
Cheese!!! Happy New Year...!!!me,Jo,DerricK and Connie!!!
6 of us at Jo's Hse..Steamboat la!!
Gotta noe them when having attachment in CityCab..Thank god i Found You all!! hee!~
Dar playing billard again... nvm... i'm used to not having him around when there's any occasions le... hehe... maybe i've becum more independant le ba... so it's not realli such a big deal not to meet him often too... 1 wk meet a few hrs may also be a gd choice.... juz tat i dun feel that we r such a close couple le ba... we dun usualli tok n keep up with each other... think his frens are his top priorities n i think i shud try to place my priorities on my sch wk, frens and family le la... cos a r/s needs both parties to nu li ... wking towards a brighter future...wking hard alone does not make a r/s wk out... if he dun PEI He with me... hiz... there's nothing i can do either... our r/s cud juz fade off n till 1 day when we find that we can do without each other n we'll leave... => but hopefulli this 2005 wud be a brand new start for us ba... cos i've learnt to let go... n be more positive... but 1 thing!!if i cud tk everything so easily... it may means that this "someone" may not be that close to my heart le ba... cos i dun have to care bout him le ma.. why shud i care??? den i'll not be so easily angered by him/ her.... hehehe..
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[01:50]
What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
. *_ All That U've MiSsEd _*___
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.*_ LiNks _*__
