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; make me the angel of all your dreams -
' let me be the one to lorve you all your life.
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Yeah.. finally... coming to my exciting day.. hee!~ cos i'm able to see my darling tml le.. i finally waited till this day... yesh!~ last day of wk tml.. i hope i cud see my darling aft wk immediately tml..i miss him so muchiieeee....
Tml aft wk.. i can go to hui's chalet at Pasir Ris... hmmm.. another exciting thing is... i can se all my best frens at the chalet...cos it's also a day to gather together... ctach up.. and i wanna hug all of my bestest pals... miss them so much.. aft so much waiting.. finally get to see them...
Haiz... but... i'm abit sad and worried for my Ar De... cos alwaes whenever i see her blog... i find that i wanna cry.. haiz... her world neeed some colours...Ar De... hope tml u can tok to me bout it... noe that things may seem very diff for u now... u need to get used to it... dun worry i'll be there for u.. :> I hope u dun alwaes keep drinking and drinking just to forget bout ur sorrows.. it's not gd for health too... u wan.. tml i pei u drink la.. haiyo.. please dun do this to urself.. u gonna be a regular drinker and drunkard soon if u cont like this... i dun wan.....
k ba... say until here... gonna proceed to make my birthday card for hui le... :>
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[02:55]
I just refreshed my memories of this MV, KISS (Chinese: MEi you ni de MEi yi Tian)wah... the song is still so touching... esp the MV whereby this gal actually went to the photo studio of his bf and accidentally when she wanna get something she poured the unclosed chemicals into her eyes.... and she turned blind... however, although she's blind there's this guy... who's willing to give up his eyes for her to regain her eyesight and he just remain blind for her...
in this world really have such man whom exists to do such noble things for someone she love??? i doubt so la...
Realli have doubts... and my fren just called and tok to me about what happen.. something happen in her r/s... and she was cheated ba...her situation was realli the same thing that happen to me previously... kanna cheated.. and 2-timed.. grrr.... hate these kinda pple... be it lebianism or normal r/s... i still thinks that this is truly not what a human being shud do... if she / him wans to get the best out of both worlds... forget about it... this kinda pple no use treating them so gd, i consoled her cos i experienced these heartpain b4... but thanks to this heartpain r/s... that i gotta find someone that truly deserve me treating him gd now... i find that it's really a blessing in disguise, if i cont' to be so gnorant to believe in that liar bastard... things wud nv be the same... so stable and peaceful like now... i thank him actually for being such a bastard... as i've told my pal... some bastards / bitches dun deserve us to hate them... aft a while the pain will just fade off... with all my frens support.. i'm able to do so... what goes around comes around... and i believe 1 day... u'll find that GUY who really loves you... even though he could be a bastard... but better than a bitch rite?? hee!~ live a better life w/o her man... dun ever turn back as god have it all planned for you... and u said it... god have answered to ur prayers... bless you for finding a gd guy in future and life wud nv be the same again... u'll be a true gd gurl now...hee!~ i'll alwaes be there for ya... :> MUaCKs.......
although my darling may not alwaes be in spore... but i really thank him for spending these 9 mths with me.. although sometimes tiffs and disagreements may aroused... but give and take is really the key to a healthy r/s.... so far still quite gd la... love ya.. :>
work is fine for me till now though... but abit sad cos... i need to wk shift wk... and i'm having insomnia again.. haiz.... cant slp even it's 3am now and i need to wake up at 12pm.. hee!~
sad in that case that in my batch... i'm the 1 out of 4 left.... now i declare i'm a true survivor le... rally lor... today marks the end of my contract in starhub... (23 Feb 2006)completed my 9 mths contract... hooray..and since it's after contract... Monica, Yvonne and jonathan have left le... left me alone only... and Yvonne is so sweet... i still managed to see her the last time... hee... in office... wanted to give her a big hug... she's such a sweetie... nv see moni though... miss her... jon left abit too sudden also.. haiz...sadsss.... but anyway..yvonne hv got my schedule... they'll be accomodating to my schedule so that we can organise a batch 60B meetup for sushi buffet or something... yeah........
I'm really happy cos i'm NOT binded with any contract anymore...YEsH!!!!! but i'm trying to nu li gfor the next 3 mths till march report card is all smiley faces la... and by then... maybe boss say can convert me to perm.. but anyway.. it doesn't matter anymore... i just hope i can wk till 1 yr.. so that my resume will look gd.. ahhaha.. yar??? no worries whether to be converted or not at this pt of time le... cos anyway... i'm studying soon... if she have no intention on that.. den i shud be SNI... hee!~my feet hurts and tot being a perm can be subsidised.. but i dun give a damn le la.. i just hope i cud push forward my appointment at skin centre and get it burnt off once and for all.. i cud hardly walk properly le lo.. dun care whether waste money anot la...
Cannot imagine i ask if cud i take time off to go for my appintment on 31 mar... and when i say my feet hurts... i feel like push forward to early mar... noe what was the reply... huh?? time off?? taken wud be around 1/2 day le.. i rather u swap shift... i think likewise too la.. but... she say... y dun u move it to april instead???? huh??? am i hearing things??? i already pain till wan die liao... and i see doc in feb and was given appointment in end of mar... still not long nuff ah.. still wan me to wait till april??? hahaha... wad kinda of things is these..gosh... not even sympathetic ... hur hur.. feel like crying...boo hoo hoo...
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[02:49]
Gosh... i find myself so backdated...
i dun even noe about all these news only until today... when my frens told me bout it.. oh my gosh.. i really cant imagine that such a thing wud happen... hahaha..
I'm realli backdated i noe... there was this Annabelle Chong at 1st trying to break world records and having sex with 251 guys in 10 hrs???? (this is what it's stated in the forum la...)
den comes this NYP Sex scandal thingy... of Tammy and his bf... grrrr... all have their own individual stories... but anyway.. it's about this person who lost the mobile phone and they have the clips of their sex videos recodings... gosh... wad a mistake to take all these videos even it's just for fun??? remember to delete it away or make sure u r not that careless ma... it's such a hot news now..
and dunno who so bad... tarnish their reputation and make them the talk of the town... gosh... just upload to the internet.. and as all of you noe.. the internet is the fastest and powerful medium of transmitting data nowadays... and sporeans are so curious... haizzz... dunno how they can really face the world man... and everyone's opinions towards this issue is really diff....i pity them in 1 way or another for their curiosity and makes ther family members suffer from the other looks on pple's face... haiz...
Why is NYP lidat liao?? aiyo..1st came the SuSan Chua incident.. now comes the TammY incident.. what next???
Some can even say that Annabelle is being paid... but poor Tammy is not... true enuff la.. Annabelle is being paid for her copyright... but Tammy???? she just need to get used to the fingers -pointing.... yuckss.....
so any lessons learn??? dun be so careless... look aft ur own property....
OR
dun do such silly things in future ba...
haizzz.... still sad...
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[02:31]
sianzzz... today is my off day... but i'm having insomnia nowadays... just slept at 6am last night... and sometimes will stay up to watch the winetr games... Ice Dancing.. waH!!~ their dancing is really fabulous man.. hee!~ so elegant...
slept till 3 pm today... den reformat com... and install and d/l all my things back.... grrrr... waste my time.. alwaes need to reformat... and my com is not spoil lo.. lucky me... wonder why my internet connectionj so slow the past few days... called up my ISP and they just told me that my com is spoil.. need to change one... grrrr... no use de la they all... Hmph... now... my connection is ok le... so what has it gotta do with my com?? Boo !!~ Boo!!~
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[22:31]
So tired worz.... grrr... just back from my work... finally last day le.. off day tml.. hmmm... seems like my batch i think only left me alone le... just realised that i nv see Jon in the call centre anymore... Yvonne is leaving too... last day is on the 23rd... haiz... monica is leaving also... so i'm the 1/4 that survive till now, and i'm still not leaving?? haiz.. wad to do?? i need a job ma... I know Yvonne have found a job being a Assistant buyer... not bad... very gd prospect... jia you worz.... buyer earn quite alot de.. now gain experience then in future can mk up ur value liao... wonder if Jon and moni hv found a job... Haiz.... saded... but anyway... our team got a new pretty babe called Eliza le...now total got 7 pple in our team.. and yesh... linette is guiding an all gals team once again... no guys rite at the moment...
Hmmmm... anywayz... just heard from Uncle tony that govn is giving out ERS and some incentives but dunno how much exactly.. aiyo.. wasted!!!~~ i'm not 21 yrs old yet... I think they were saying that govn will issue some incentives to citizens who are 21 yrs and above by the 1 May 06... aiyuh... i lugi by 3 mths.. hahaa... i was told it was $5000 per person that govn is giving hard cash to citizens over 21 yrs old....
After which, i tot that although i may not get but my mum, dad and bf wud be eligible... ahaha.. uncle tony and jerlyn was hoping to let me think that i shud feel so wasted... haven 21 yrs yet... cant get the incentives... but what was on my mind is actually if at least my mum and dad got it... i'll have no worries to pay my SIM edu fees le... but then... aft i got down the cab.. then they told me that... they bluff me de... not $5000 la... but at least will distribute a few hundreds... haahhah..... make me happy for nothing.. grgrgr.... where got so gd one... lidat $5K each i dun need to think bout my sch fees le la... hehehe!!~
Another thing.... i just called the National Skin centre today to push forward my appointment cos i really cannot take it anymore... my feet reallly hurts.. i cant even walk properly... hur hur... and they scheduled to be on the 24 Feb instead of 31 Mar... but i'm wking on that day... i cant get leave... wad kinda shift work is this???? even sat and sun cannot off... cos it's SHIFT WORK... no choice... gotta wk as for temp the pay is considered not bad le...haiz....then i need to see if next time can push earlier when on my off days anot... see if i'm lucky that someone will cancel their apptment... and my bf can be in town to pei me go.. cos i scared... haha
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[02:28]
So Scary....Dear dear seem so gan jiong and so panic over this.. ahha... i was wking and he msg and call me so urgently... asking if i'm using B & L Renu contact lens solution and i told him "ya, i'm using, y?? mlysia got sell cheaper issit??" haha.. cos i dunno about this news until he told me bout it...
HEadline on 20 Feb: -
MOH advises against use of ReNu contact lens solution for time being
This is until the causes of the recent increase in fungal eye infections among contact lens users can be more clearly ascertained.
Investigations it conducted together with the Health Sciences Authority and the Singapore National Eye Centre (SNEC) reveal 18 of the 19 patients reported by the SNEC had used the product.
The findings also showed all 18 patients used disposable contact lenses. These lenses ranged from daily disposable lens to monthly disposable lens and came from a variety of manufacturers.
While findings so far indicate association rather than cause, the Ministry said that in view of the potentially serious visual consequences of fungal corneal infection, it would be prudent for contact lens users to discontinue using the solution for the time being.
It said further investigations are underway to establish the cause of the infection.
Current batches of ReNU are being tested, and so far have passed.
Bausch and Lomb had suspended the sale of ReNu products since last Friday to facilitate ongoing investigations.
However, it said there was no legal or medical justification for the sales suspension because there was inconclusive scientific evidence to support the fact that it was indeed the cause of the eye infections.
Dr Levy suggested that a possible cause of the eye infection could be due to poor hygiene on the part of the contact lens users.
Dr Levy added that based on past studies, such infections occurred in Asia due to its tropical climate.
The Ministry also advised contact lens users to practise proper care.
It found that 13 of the affected patients had used expired lenses while 11 wore contact lenses during naps.
hahaha.... guess, if i still continue to use, i'd be one of the blind mice here... haha... cos i do use expired contact lenses.... cos i lazy to change ma.... and i used the Renu solution... gosh.. think i better stop using it man... must wear specs tml.... my disposable contact lenses oso B & L one.. dunno if still safe to use anot.. scary....
Hur hur... and my leg hurts... even worser now i think... cos of my Warts... so pain.... pain is getting unbearable since oct 05 i think... later my leg infected then jialat le.. must amputate.. ahhaha... not so serious i think... but noe wad??? the appointment fixed for burning away the warts at Skin centre is on 31 Mar 06........ gosh... it's so far away....imagine i need to have an appointment 1 and 1/2 mths away... my feet gg to rot liao la... help!~
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[02:08]
i made a trip down to SIM on Fri with my ar De, Bren bren and Beng... and wanted to take up the mkting course from SIM RMIT and aft er which heard th opinion from penelope, bren's fren who's taking up the UOL banking finance course and i think she made us change our mind.... i'm confused which course to take at 1st... cos me and bren wanted to go for something which we really like... and RMIT is more proj based... however, i'm also afraid that mkting , i cant really get far in terms of job prospects... afraid of this... and finance is abit too try... however, there are many drawbacks for me as well in terms of finance and interest... anywayz... i've put my final decision on UOL Banking & Finance... although wad i think is it's abit too dry but it's better as i studied finance when i was in poly...now waiting for the registration online... and i must really put my heart and effort in studying le... and i need to wk and study at the same time as well too.. hee!~ that's of course, needless to say.. i need to support my enormous amt of sch fees alone... hee!~ i need to survive...
Okies... so that's it... i've decided....cross my fingers that my study time table is able to compromise with my work schedule or vice versa....aft taking in opinions from most of my frens... i've made my final stand...and i realised the hjourney to SIM from my home is freaking far... luckily is only 3 days per wk... it makes me have a chong dong to get a bike licence which my dear dear say i cant possibly lift up the bike if it falls... haha... but it'll be a cheaper transport compared to a car rite??? hehe...
oh ya... i finally just got my LCD monitor le... yeah!~ it makes my table much more spacious... haha.. but my internet really siao siao nowadays... connection is too slow sometimes will disconnect and called for technical help but of no use.. keep asking me to do the same things.... but to no avail... it's still too slow.. and blame it on my pc, cud have virus infected that causes so much data loss... grrrrr..... angry.. just bought the monitor for $388 and no money to upgrade the CPU le la... dun tok about money ... pls!!! i'm scared... ahahha...
Thinking about my studies sch fees, there goes my dream of going on a short triop during march.... where i have a long long leave during 21Mar to 30th Mar... wondered if i'm still gg for a trip or gg to give up my leave slots and continue to wk.. as mine is a no pay leave... **confused**.... nvm.. let's see how things goes one step at a time.... hee!~
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[02:10]
Went over to Joey's place during the 4th day of CNY yest at Redhill... hmmm... had pizza for lunch and also play taitee... aiyuh lost again..hahha.. hmmm.. thanks Joey for the invitation....
After which go to my Ar De's bf, syfer's hse oso near Redhill... and stayed at his place cos meet my ar de later going to MOS...at 11pm went to MOS to meet Lydia, haven seen her for extreme long time got 1 yr le i think...she's been to australia to study le.. hmmm...den Kylie came over to meet us and she met her frens there too...
1st time went to MOS and it's so big, and their toilets oso very nice... haha... stayed at the Smoove room, playing R & B music... i prefer that place... hee!~
aft that 4am, we went to MaC to catch up and tok cok until so tired but left 2 hrs only so might as well we oso wait till 6am tk morning cab home.... hee!~ cheaper ma.. haben club for a very very long time already... last time, me & my ar de and the rest used to go club every wk de... but now really old le... gotta admit.. aft that day... today when i wake up... my whole muscle and body gg to tear apart... alamak... nv exercise aft sec sch so that's y so weak.. haven stayed out for so long le... and haiz... the sad thing is i didnt inform my bf tat i gg out to club and there are some disputes.. saded...
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[20:17]
What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
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