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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
beginning again
Began to tok abit over the phone since he went back again... nv had time spend togethe....he'd rather spend time on com... still ok la... manage to tok over the phone at least... i dunno what to say....tiff over 1 day then ok... it's all still gd... dun quarrel too many days la..
i'm no longer angry... i cant get angry for so many days de... cos although how stubborn i am, i will still feel very gao wei not to call him...that's the only "thing" which keep us 2gether and stay communicated....i just need a few hrs to get over it... but think we quarrel le still can aft a few hrs or so... when each cool down abit... can try tok things out can le...i just hope that he will not turn back will do.. my greatest gift liao... no debts or anything... it's a blessing already :> hope my wish can come true la...:>
find that i realli dun hv time for any revisin... i slept in class today... cos corp finance is realli too bored... ahha.... and i'm too shacked...
i think i need to work out a timetable like mabel... allocating 35 hrs for studies hahaha... siao ah...
ok... setting aside.. travelling time, slping time, prepartion time and wkking hrs,and draw some time out for family and him.... how long do i left for studies... haha... gosh....although it's just 1 mth... i'm beginning to fear already....
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
haiz...
Couples r bound to hv some tiffs sometimes.... Seems like i'm causing him alot of trouble n unhappiness... Like a jinx though. Of cos we do hv the gd times tat we share but it seems so long ago.... Long for e feeling again... But still wish him to b gd... All gd... No g_ _bling or hv e chance to fall into tat addictive shit.... Am i wrong to do tat? I ask myself... Am i too demanding ? sadded m i... Disappointed though.... Placing my hopes up high... Lookin 4ward 2 our future... Who noes? E higher ur hopes... U'll fall from a greater height... Whereby u r hoping tat he'll change for e better.... Trust n faith were on him.... Disappointed n heartbreaking for me wen seems tat something causes e barrier to pile higher n higher... Like there wud b no future... It feels so disheartened wen u hope it's e last time.... But things repeat itself... Afraid tat as time past it'll b worst... I dun hope tat it'll b like that... So let's just pray for e better n see how it goes.... God bless...
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
backdated entries...
do not have much time to write blog nowadays...
but touching on the backdating part...
came back from thailand... and it was a fun trip... went there with dear dear... and best part is that for the 1st time i was on a flight... it was those budget airlines... hehehe.... the seats are kinda crampy... dear's legs was long... and it seems so uncomfortable for him lidat... lucky i'm shorter... went there with him... and we spend some time waiting for my ar de and her colleagues to touched down before we got our hotel room keys....for the 1s day or 2nd... we went out with her colleagues but thereafter, we explore BKK night life on our own... realli happy that i'm able to go on my 1st trip there... it's really enjoyable... though days were kinda short... hee!~ but still not bad... able to relaxmyself... i almost forgotten i need to work... haha... how i wish... i dun have to go back to spore to wk and i got a mthly income... (***How i wish***Dreaming***)
when we came back it seems like we have not forgotten the BKK trip lo... hee... my ar de they all bought the whole BKK back sia... bought alot of things... whereas my dar dar and me also not bad... at least got 2 "hong bai lan jiao dai" (those mainland plastic bags)...
i wanna have another overseas trip again... but i dun think flying on airplane is that fun.. kinda boring.. maybe cos it's budget airline... so it ruin my 1st time impression...
IMF is starting tml... and we r gonna support in the IMF by pia-ing OT... it's the time whereby i cud get to earn more... strive hard for that... as i need to repay my debts... hahah..to SIM... sianz...life is gonna be tougher... but i need to endure for another 2 years... hoping to have a brighter future and will be able to plan more ahead...hee...
i think i'm gonna pia study and working at the same time... on 2 full time commitments.... hopefully till april ba... i oso dunno leh... i think if sch wk gets tougher... i'd rater spend more time to catch up on my sch wk... casting aside all the worries on career 1st... maybae being a part time perm after april next yr... if i'm able to so i cud concentrate on my studies...
now .... dar dar's sis is getting married during oct 21 2006.... and i need to pray that someone wud be able to give up their oct 20th leave slots so that i need not worry but swapping shift...so maybe able to help out too... god bless man...
have just met up with lydia last week to MOS... haven met her for long time ... and since she's back from aust...although dear dun like me to go clubbing.. but no choice... i hope to spend time with my frens too... saw 7 lamborghini parked there... so nice lo... rich... spore oso a rich city... everyone seems to be driving luxurious cars lo...
haven been meeting up with ar de, and my jie mei and brenda for long oso le... they seems so busy... but recently i met up with laibao awhile...after my classes...hee... i think it's very diff for us to meet up too... however, maybe able to see on ar de's bdae le... soon la...
i dun think i got time cos most of the days when i'm having 2 off days only 1 off day need to attend classes another rest day is to pia OT lo... hahah...1 wk 7 daysall so occupied... no time to even rest or even go out lo... hahah... worst thing is when go shopping with laibao... kaoz... saw alot of nice clothings but no $ to buy... damn saded....alwaes that's the case... when u wanna buy sth... u cant find... when u dun wanna buy or no $ to buy.... every piece of cloth is tempting u to buy it man...lol...
gd for u , bremda... able to tk the 1st step out... to start a small biz... hee... that's always been the case... u've fulfilled what u gonna be as an entrepreneur...u have just strated off.. so tk things easy and jia you.... u can do it... hahah... of all my frens, think u r the only one who've not started wking ever since aft poly ba.. kaoz... gd life.. heheh... hope to meet up with u soon though... miss ya...
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