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# there is only one happiness in life.
* to lorve and to be lorved.
; make me the angel of all your dreams -
' let me be the one to lorve you all your life.
Aishiteru *
; * lespritdefoi - designs
i was awaken this morning... at 9am... kaoz... i only slept for 6 hrs lo... i was awaken by a bad dream... sobs... hated the feeling that sometimes when u r sobbing in urdreams, and it's happening in fact in real life...
do u have this kinda encounter before... the dream seem so real... sometimes u can't even differentiate which is real... dreamnt that my dad was 'gone'... though i'm closer to mum... and dun realli communicate that often with Dad....still i'd feel sad... i tot i wun... but in fact i was wrong... actually no matter how close or not close with someone... even if it's just acquaintance... if something bad were to happen... one wud still 'feel' for that person...
i'm already trying to balance my wor, study and family and frens... but it's just not as easy... i'm rather busy and dun often have the time and energy to spend time with family... but will try as much as possible.. 珍惜眼前人... this is one thing i must do... i tried hard to communicate with them... actually to my mum is no prob... anything it'll still be ez to tok to her... though will quarrel... but 没有隔夜仇。。。i like to tok to daddy when he dun drink... easier to tok... when he drinks... i hate it... 脾气象牛。。。我不喜欢。。。开玩笑。。。跟他说话简直是对牛弹琴。。。but i'll still love him... hee!~
但是无论如何他也很顾家,这也算不错。。。可能比较大男人吧。。。有些男人觉得有赚钱养家就是他们的责任。。。家务应是女人的责任。。。但是现代的女人很少这样了。。。我希望以后的家庭会是双收入的。。。未必是男主外女主内。。。不可能有男女平等的!!女人应该靠自己 ,所以最好要有自己的工作才不会让男人看扁而被踩下去。。。也托累他们。。。:》
最好是能找个好归宿。。。
加油吧!!!女人!!!!
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haiyo... so sway... today he got summon again... this mth 2 times le... 1st is on the 25 Aug $50, now $30... sianz... so sway ah... not a very gd year for him...
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After watching the show "On the first Best" 学警出更 it's a follow up after the show "The Academy" 学警雄心... Nice show too... love it... I' addicted to HK serials... nice!~
I watched since 1am till now... it's already 6:30am... and i haven finish watching... i'll always be stuck on the show... 家变是一个非常恐怖的事。。。钱是很重要。。。那亲情呢?
came across listening to this song in this hk show... and i love it so much!! i cried the whole day... while he dun even care about me... so sadz... he only bothered on slping...hmph!~
anyway.... tis song very nice... i love it... but duno how to put into blog as my background music... haiz... cos in this show... the main actor and actress always write the diary with the music behind... so soothing...the best i love... got other english songs too....
“My love will get you home” Lyrics by Christine Glass (Song)
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.Boy, my love will get you home.
Vincent (Starry, Starry Night) Lyrics by Don McLean
Starry, starry night.Paint your palette blue and grey,Look out on a summer’s day,With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.Shadows on the hills,Sketch the trees and the daffodils,Catch the breeze and the winter chills,In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,How you suffered for your sanity,How you tried to set them free.They would not listen, they did not know how.Perhaps they’ll listen now.
Starry, starry night.Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,Swirling clouds in violet haze,Reflect in Vincent’s eyes of china blue.Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,Weathered faces lined in pain,Are soothed beneath the artist’s loving hand.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,How you suffered for your sanity,How you tried to set them free.They would not listen, they did not know how.Perhaps they’ll listen now.
For they could not love you,But still your love was true.And when no hope was left in sightOn that starry, starry night,You took your life, as lovers often do.But I could have told you, Vincent,This world was never meant for oneAs beautiful as you.
Starry, starry night.Portraits hung in empty halls,Frameless head on nameless walls,With eyes that watch the world and can’t forget.Like the strangers that you’ve met,The ragged men in the ragged clothes,The silver thorn of bloody rose,Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,How you suffered for your sanity,How you tried to set them free.They would not listen, they’re not listening still.Perhaps they never will…
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so sad.... i wanted to blog but it seems so slow to load the page in blogger... anywayz... tried out thru using www2.blogger.com (recommended by April).... it links me back to blogger.com... no diff yeah... but it seems faster... haha... no probs for me to get in...
or issit my internet connection is just too slow...
Anyway... so tired for me nowadays... having 3 mths holidays is such a relieve... but when pending results to be out... i concentrated on my work... hee!~ [nearly forgotten how i even swapped shift]
it's so nice to just concentrate on 1 thing at a time..
however, now that i started on my classes again, when results are released... it seems to be like it's such a mundane life and i'm like slogging off though it's only the 1st week... i've set new goals for myself... and ya everyone said that it's just the beginning... how long can i endure.. wahha...
I tell myself:
I wanna study and revise every week... (at least go thru what i've learnt for the prev week lecture) so that i dun have to struggle and mugged myself with notes when exams arrive... at elast i'm consistent.. esp i need to work 8.5hrs daily and to study... tedious... but true la... i really tried.. but everytime i took out the notes... natural behaviour were to doze off... lol... diff... say say only la...
since i gotta work and study i dun really have time to go thru notes... best thing is attend every lessons and understand it, so that dun have to struggle like last sem... i dunno anything at all... until the final 2 mths before exams... AMK Mac was the place... hee!~
but 1st lecture for MSM i started to PON cos it's in the evening 7pm - 10pm... and i gotta work then... alamak... lucky Bert was in the same class who cud take the notes for me... else i wun have the study materials...
den as usual i was late!!! everytime.. not shocking news la... late 1/2 hr... i tried my best to be early.. but just not used to being early... so i end up late... haha... journey was long... 1 hour man... to Clementi and change bus... haiz... i go office only 45mins...
i always had this migraine or headache thing... and during the hols... it doesn't occur to me that often.. it's my tension headache that caused it la... and now... it kept coming back.. almost every 2 days... panadol wud be the strength for me...
sad... gotta wk liaoz.... chaozzz...
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went to malaysia last sat to find Qing ... straight after wrk... took bus alone and went in to the causeway... and Qing straightaway fetch me at the custom... kinda scared but also a diff experience trying to go there myself...
hmmm.... although quite happy to see him as soon as i pass the custom but then... when we went to the car... and realise that he lost his Hi Lux keys... kns... so sway man... den we spend the rest of the hrs... trying to look for his keys at the back alley where we walk before and it's just a very short dist about 2 mins and yet we are not able to find the keys... and worst thing , that's the original keys where the had no spare keys at all...they've the intention to duplicate liaoz... but no time... and now... so sway... haiz... we didnt noe what to do in Jb.... after 2 hrs we are still stuck in JB... so near yet so far... and can't find the keys man... sads... gotta find help... almost coming to 11pm already... and find those locksmith to come and open... and gosh... this is so damn ex!!!~ RM$400... to unlock the door and to make another keys... gosh... so heartache.... cant imagine... spend so much... but what to do.. we gotta do the keys in order to make our way up to Layang... if only... he dun come and fetch me hor... so sway ...
but anyway... reach his place at 1+am ba... and den we can still go to the Tom Yum stall to eat nice supper... so late still open lo... yummy so nice... and the next day we went to Johor Jaya to eat the steamboat which he recommended ... kinda nice leh... and one thing it's very chap... bout RM$18 per pax... den go and look at some HK Serials.... and go to "The Store" to shop awhile... hmm... although it's only 1 off day for me... but at least i went in to relax before starting sch... quite nice trip though it's short... abit like as if i'm used to gg in there since i'm with him le... :> hee..
and last day... Mon gotta work at 1:30pm... but i need to wake up at 9am... and prepare to go to work already... (as if i'm realli those jiu hu gia gg spore to wk... haha) Dear pei me take train back to spore .... so sweet... hahha... and it feels so handicap if dun hv transport there... lucky train station is near only... once reach there... ordered prata to eat 1st... while waiting for train to come... pengs... tot we were there early... and can stil slowly eat prata and teh tarik.. yummy... but when we ate only 1 mouthful... the train came by already... toot toot... alamak... train dun wait for pple one... faster hop on... but... but... but...i'm still thinking of the whole piece of prata there left untouched... it makes me so "mixed feeling" ... then we were thinking shud we go off the train to eat at least some... else so wasted eh... since the train officer still haven come out... but too late... he's here... hahaha... but funny... when we were seated... still thinking about eating prata once we rch spore... got a craving... den the indian uncle took the effort to tabao the prata and even the drink... wah lao... so damn touched... still got time to tabao the curry within the few mins and faster jump off the train before it start gg....
**Wah... mlysian also got very nice guys eh... so touched...**
ok leh... 2 hrs....reach spore liao... realli kinda convenient la... think even if i got to wk.. can still go visit him... but think will hardli and seldom meet liaoz.. cos i gonna be busy again.. with those swop of shifts la... and study and work at the same time.. damn shack no time to study...
now i'm stuck with those websites that veron sent me... with those live streaming... and oh no... i'm stucked and addicted with the HK serials... now watching the Police Academy show <> it's like the continuation of the prev police academy show which i watched prev on SCV... shiok!!~
dead... gotta wake up at 630am tml for classes and left 5 hrs+ still haven slp... think most prob pon tan ... and last min got change in class and mk up class tml evening at 7pm... but den i'm wking at 130pm so gotta definitely skip le....
ok folks.... gotta end here... hold on for my news... :>
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
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Hi all,
have not been updating this blog for almost a year already....
Just to update that i've been doing fine... still the same old me... trying to balance both work and studies at the same time...
What i've did the past 1 year.... working working and working then study and just had exams... and time realli flies...
yest just gotten my results on 4 sept 2007.. and 1 piece of good news to share... hope you guys who are reading this would feel happy for me.... I've passes all my 4 modules in SIM... yesh!!~ Tot i was gonna fail for my POA at least... but lucky me... i got 38 marks for it... where 34 marks wud be the passing marks... however... nvm... at least i managed to pass... but of cos i yearned for more marks... cos this is considered as a pass honours only... and i tot since thisis gonna be a scrap thru only... why doesn't UOL gave me another 2 more marks at least to push me to the 3rd class ma...haiz... kinda disappointed actually...but i shudn't feel this way...
cos i shud just be contented... but in fact i am... though abit contradicting ya??? hahaa.... nvm... my aim is to get a ultimate 2nd Lower Honours when i managed to graduate.... i'll strive to work hard next final year... i say to myself that i'll definitely work hard if i passed this year... hee!~ Jia You wor...
but also think the credit goes to Zhen Jia and his gang.... they realli help me and my ar de alot... i seldom listen in class and always late... have already been very disheartened... and tilll we gotta noe them at AMK mac den we begin to noe each other and started a happy days from there where we became so enthu to study everyday non-stop and so hardwking till we can study till Dawn... gosh.. we depend on his Mi Ji... and spotting question... tok cok... and bets is how he manage to explain with his own language and funny terms that cna integrate in our normal conversation to let us understand and more interested in Corporate Finance...
haha.... M-M Theory one of which we wanna give up!~ haha.. if we dun noe them... think the highest weightage oe we sure nv study and we'll die jialat jialat... lol...thanks eh.... credit goes to ya!~
Oh yuh... Gotten an email from Chiew Fang and she's gonna go to France for a sch exchange... she left today.... working therefore, unable to send her off... but dun wry... it's just 4 mths... noe that she's gonna read my blog sometimes... hee though i've not been updating for long... hee!~ but really envy her that she got this exclusive chance.... she's always doing all good in her studies...Bon Voyage and you gotta take care eh... a rare chance indeed.... :>
why are everyone posted overseas... seems like it's a good chance to noe that you cud go overseas either to work or study... the experience is fantastic... though u gotta be independent and that's how u learn... if i've got this chance... i'd love to also... just like my 2 cousins we've just been posted abroad too... France and Shanghai respectively... they are doing really good... good prospects... how i wish... luck is on my side... in future i wish to do the same... have this opportunity too...
My aunt and family gonna visit my Biao Ge at France... so sad... i can't go... wasted!~ no chance no money... no leave... gonna study.. sianz...else i'd definitely go....
Went to HK last mth with Qing.... just before our bdays... hee!~ the whole trip still not bad... at least i getta get out of spore and go overseas... somemore to HK a place where i long wanted to go man... but maybe kinda turn off when reach the hotel... cos it's Chung Hing located at Jordan... it's kinda convenient but lousy hotel.... i just wish for a clean and comfy hotel... though pple might say it's jst a place for ya to slp... dun need so good one... but then now i realised it's impt... if the hotel is lousy, ur mood is totally ruin... tat's what happen to us... grr... 6 days gotta endure in that room... alamak... next time we noe liao... choose sth better although it's more ex... at least clean la!~ other then that, i can only say that we dun really oe how to go and find the better places to go to la... dunnno how to explore...so seems like never cover alot of places... sobs.... went to Macau too... but lost $1K+ in total.. haiyo... pple go there can go to those nice nice places those sightseeing one... but we dunno how to find... lol... end up only see casinos and casinos... nth else there... haha.... eye-opening like mini las vegas.... but better dun indulge in gambling it's no good... hope when IR open in spore we'll not be 1 of the customers there... ahah... else sure die..
BDays clebration....
woohoo... glad many still rem my bday...
hee!~ thanks all...
Wah... this year's bday kinda cool...
1st celebrate with my beloved closest frenziess.... my ho peng yous.... Hui, Ar De, Ling, Kylie and Lydia .... they went too... hee!~ we went for KTV session at Partyworld @ Orchard... den have a sumptous ala Carte buffet at Park Royal Hotel i think at near Mustaffa one a cantonese restaurant... i oso can't rem.... i've gotta admit my really bad memory... but then sadded part... missing someone... that's Gracieee.... she ah... damn sotong... pengs.. go to the wrong one... diao...
den thereafter celebrate with my family... guess wad... this is really the 1st time i celebrated with them man.... they gave me a surprise and bought me a cake...
wahaha... i've not find a time to be with them for so long... cos always work and diff timing to see them... but that day mummy ask me to e home earlier got surprise for me... hee!~ so good...
3rd day... gotta meet up with my Darling Bren Bren... and swee yee they all... wah...we've not met for ages lidat...
hee... but glad we finally got chance to meet up... and seeing everyone is doing well and i'm happy enuff... hahah ... although thinking about swee yee... hey u very gd ah.. pay so high.. i wk like slave also not lidat.... whahaha... ***Envy look**... haiya... count my blessings... must zhi zu ma... anyway... good lucks in ur new job in Morgan Stanley...hahah got jobs dun forget to intro me ah... hee!~ glad that Bren had finally found a job... she's been taitai for bout 2 yrs no work ever since grad ah.. hee!~ wking in a bank too.... think quite good.. hee!~ CK also not bad ah... dun bluff say u no gf sia.... hee!~ and yong quan... he started studying after his NS....
guess our age de all slowly gonna finish NS liao....catch up at Fish Manhattan @ Ps... wahha... to my surprise... they've prepared a cake for me...so shocked and happy... i'm so glad they planned this... it's realli a surprise i can say... thanks so much!!~ realli tot it was supposed to be a catchup gathering only... and yet u guys actually rem my bday coming soon... whhahaha...
4th day... went to Suan Thai @ Killiney to have thai ala carte buffet with my Teammates... wahaha.... damn full... i've eaten so much during this 1 wk... can you believe it i almost gain near 3KG to 4KG... pengs... i tell myself must go on diet after 28Aug.... haha... cos before that still need to eat...hahah... my prezzie was a router...a very IT bday wish ya?? haha
hahah...5th day den celebrate it with Qing... whahaa... by the time reach 5th day i had 5 cakes already... he also bought me a cake... wahah.... 1st time for these 2yrs+ lo... lol... this yr... realli sweet of him at least he takes the effort to prepare rather than so unsincere to pao ang pow or what... haha.... he gave me aLaptop dat he just had... and a 4GB flash drive... and a bag... lol... very IT and computer gift this year eh... but i like leh... hee!~
ok... celebraing his bday with him ... went to Ellenborough Market Cafe @ Merchant Court hotel to eat.... yesh!~ Buffet again... u say how to not get fat... anyway last day i'll eat so mcuh and diet time liao... it's a intl' and peranakan buffet... haha... heard pple say it's nice... when last time work in merchant court also herad alot of gd reviews bout there... and went there and ate alot of crayfish and shark's fin soup?? or fish maw la... den the best was the Durian Pengat... whaha... but that's also what he hate most... he almost got killed by the smell there cos that's a NO-NO to him... hehe... but still he endured thru... hee!~ den guess who we saw... Moses Lim is Tan ah Teck... haha.... he's there scooping the shark's fin soup... ain't he supposed to be with his gd fren Jack Neo cast on movie??? why he go there be chef??? haha....
Guess that's about it liao...
another thing to update cud be movie that we watch recently which is the 881... and befor ethis was the Blood brothers... but then he've spotted that at every cinema... at every location have a std fixed no of seats that cud be "occupied" when u see in online booking in GV... dunno if it applies to other cinemas, but in GV yesh... how we noe??? i dunno... cos we checked diff time slots... and it seems like for eg in PS... this timing got 8 seats booked... but when we go there personally to book wanted other seats stating that i want the ones behind... but they said it's occupied... gave us other seats den we dunno why alos.. when we reached.. we cant find our seats then we go and anyhow sit at the last row which is the most convenient one... and anyway...we den find it awkward and still say where got pple buy tix and dun watch... den so eerie... wen we view the online arrangements it's the "occupied" seats for all the timing...gosh dunno issit becos of the lunar 7th mth...
and the 881 always hear pple say it's nice until i've seen it... maybe must understand Hokkien then u'll be able to appreciate it... kinda touched...and i did teared... hmm.... after watching this, i also feel like watching Ge Tai... ahha... Hui also gian and wanna watch... den there was once where we go to the nearest to watch Ge tai... lol... Qing says that where got pple age like us go to watch Ge Tai one... haha... auntie... hee!~
Hui and Ar De are into the insurance industry now... hereby wish them all the best to get more deals in future... and hope they'll not be so busy till forget me!~
Eliza is in Turkey now... sobzz... unable to meet her for 2 mths le... wonder how she's doing in her career so far... commercial property line shud be quite well ba... never club den no more meet liao sia... sads...
Oh ya... also managed to meet up with Alicia, Yoga, Jack and Weikiat some time back... wahaha.... well well... very glad that i'm still able to meet up with my poly frens... lol... so missed it man...
hmmm.... anyway... bottom line.. classes is gonna start next week.... and i need ot start sloging like a slave le... haiz.z..
# Whisper in my Ears the Three Words i Long to hear -
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What I Adore________
Food:-->ChiNese CuisIne (Home-Cooked)
What I Hate_________
People:-->GUyS who DoeSn't AppReCiATe WaD Gals Did for them and Tk Them For GRaNTeD...
WheN i WiSh UpoN a StaR_____
- MP3 PlaYer (IpoD Nano)
--> Jap Food (SusHi, YoShiNoYa, MoS BurGEr, torI Q)
--> KorEan FooD... (the Octopus one)
Drinks:--> LiQuoR
--> CoKe, LeMon TeA, Mango Tea, apple Tea
Pastimes:-->ToUChIng & Romantic MoViEs N ShOws
-->Shopping
-->PeaCeful & CalminG SeA BreeZe..
-->Listening to MusIc... PerFecT 10... Yeah!!!
People:-->frendly...
--> Good, Caring and not Hypocrites..
ThinGs: --> DiAMonDs....
--> Money...
--> Cars...
--> Apartment (PeNtHouSe preferably, ConDo) WoHoHo...
So Realistic Hor?? but who cares...LiFe's Like That!~*TsK*
-->LiArs....
-->HyPoCrItEs...
ThinGs: --> StUdY...
--> WorKinG...
Food:--> FaSt FooD...Find it very SiAnz...
- Cut & DyE Hair...
- ExiLim Camera BatTery
- Class 3 Licence (hoping to pass my Advance TheorY soon...when i have time)?
- TraVeling with FreNs--->> H0nG K0Ng, Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia...All Asia Countries 1st(can Shop and EaT!!! I Like
!!!)
- AuStraL|a study and Play...
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